ADMIRING HER FROM AFAR | MACOLET

Part 32

Colet's pov

I don't know what i feel right now, but all i know is that i'm jealous! It's so annoying seeing them flirting with each other in front of me! I should be the one who's with her right now but she seems so happy with that guy, so i have no rights to complain or say anything. Btw we arrived here sa resort where we booked last time since Sheena, Maloi's friend suggested it kasi naiinggit daw siya nung pumunta kami here last time.

Jho: colet, i'll be your roommate let's go na sa room natin

I look at her then i didn't know that she's looking at me na pala! That's why i looked a way since nag eye contact kami.

Colet: alright, let's go
Aiah: let's take rest muna girls, kita nalang tayo 6pm here sa lobby.

We decided to go to our respective rooms, then i put my things inside the closet na and also jho. She's inside the bathroom pala taking a shower.

Buti nalang may kasama siya sa room nya and buti si stacey kasi if sila lang dalawa, i don't think kakayanin ko. I hate it the way he looks at her! I mean bruh? That's mine, back off. I didn't realize that i'm staring in minutes na, buti nalang jho tapped me coz it's my turn na to clean my self.

Maloi's pov

I'm here in our room, with Jeremy and Stacey. Thank god! I have stacks with me here coz to be honest i'm not used to be with him alone! It's kinda awkward since i've confessed my feelings to him way back 2015.

Flashback

(12 years ago)

Maloi: it's so nice talaga here no!
Jeremy: yes, you remember our first meet here?
Maloi: yes naman, you're so maasim kaya that time!
Jeremy: *laugh* ikaw yung maasim

After few minutes, they got silenced.

Maloi: i have something to tell you
Jeremy: alright, what is it?
Maloi: before we go to Manila na, i want to confess my feelings to you Jeremy Carl. I liked you since the day we met, i know it's kinda weird since we're just kids but i do really like you.
Jeremy: well, i don't know what to say loi but i'm really shocked and happy at the same time. I appreciate your feelings and you know naman diba? Na we're bata pa. Maybe if we're old na then?
Maloi: it's alright Jeremy, thank you *hugs him*

End of Flashback.

Right now all i could say is that i'm not into guys na, i'm bading na since binaliko ako nung isa diyan. But still i'm so shy talaga! Ate Aiah also know about this since she's the first one i told about our story. It was just a puppy love!

Jho's pov

I missed the way stacey treat me before, I know my pov/thoughts is so random right now but i just want to express my feelings and share my thoughts coz it's so hard to pretend that everything's okay when it's not. It's okay to be vulnerable sometimes but it feels like i have no rights to feel that way.

Since Colet and Me hangout with each other, I lost them Maloi, Sheena, and Stacey it feels like they're not support on how i admire Colet. It's so hard to lose them but do i have a choice? Ofc i have to accept everything and I hope I could fix and be friends with them again.