smile for me ( angst)

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The memories rushed round his head.
He didn't know what was triggering it.
First he was in the lobby with everyone else, sitting on lucifers lap ( yes, Lucifer dragged him down to do that) and he started hyperventilating and went pale.
They were trying to talk to him, he couldn't hear them, it was muffled and suddenly he was unconscious.

Everyone started yelling, lucifer was terrified.

Vaggie started shaking alastor.
" DESPERSTAR ALASTOR."

She kept repeating it and more phrases in Spanish.
Nifty was crying, Charlie was trying to comfort everyone along with husk.

¿ESTÀS BEIN?  DESPIRETA , POR FAVOR!

Alastor remained unconscious, smiling still, it was weird.
" Alastor, please, wake up." Lucifer sobbed.

" He can't be dead, he can't!" Nifty yelled

( In alastors head)

More memories rushed round,  his father screaming at him and his mother, the kids punching him, getting suspended for defending himself.

His father hitting him

Being starved

Racist and homophobic slurs

His mother dying

His father's blood spattering his face

Fear, pain, anger, sadness

His 9 year old sister dying in his arms when he was 12.

 

Almost getting caught

The bullet hitting his head

Falling to the floor

The dogs ripping his skin

Blood pouring out of him

Choking on his own blood

A pained smile across his face as he took his last breath.

Waking up in an unfamiliar place

Selling his soul

Abused sexually by vox  and others when he was alive ( not mine, thx for the idea btw)

Stitching his smile

Betrayal, forgiveness and more betrayal
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They were still shaking alastor, crying and a green light glowed from him as stitches on his mouth were revealed.
Everyone gasped and froze.

Alastor suddenly woke, gasping in pain, tears falling.

" Your smile is stitched...?"

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