I've never liked the sound of conversations during breaks. Then you should rest between lessons. Noise has always bothered me in this way. That's why I never parted with my headphones, thanks to which I could listen to calm music.
Hit me like a shot in the heart
Never shoulda played you so hard
Guess I played myself, that's my fault
Uh, uh, uhThe main, longest break at school was just underway. I used to spend them with Chae-young in the cafeteria, but she got sick just like Taiki. In such situations, I locked myself in the psychology room, sat in the back room and ate my breakfast. It suited me because I could take a break from people. I was fed up with them many times.
As a member of the student council, I should be open to other students and help. Everyone sometimes gets fed up with their task, and hides in safe places, avoiding their duties. I was a person who was supposed to help others. I mainly got messages on Instagram. Recently, there have been more of them again. There were times when I was fed up with supporting others when I didn't get help myself. That's why I hid.
Sometimes I was also tired of pretending that I did not see the behavior of Hwang Youn-jae and his friends. They behaved badly on purpose, because I usually pointed them out. Only then did I start ignoring them because I was afraid of revealing the secret. They had been doing what they wanted for a long time, until someone else pointed them out. I was tired of pretending I didn't see them. That's why I hid.
And finally - I was tired of pretending that everything was okay. I was supposed to be happy. After all, I was a great student, and I was a member of the student council. I should show that these achievements make me happy. In addition, while supporting others, I had to look for positives that I often did not see myself. That's why I hid.
I slipped the empty fruit container into my bag. Many students never realized I was gone. They didn't want to talk to me. I didn't look for friends myself, and they saw me as a person they turned to with problems.
I started walking in circles in the office. I couldn't sit still knowing that I was about to have a lesson where I would have to pretend to be the perfect student. Someone I never was, and never wanted to be. Such a life of lies was exhausting enough.
I heard the sound of unlocking the door to the room. The psychology teacher who taught in this room knew that I sometimes spent breaks here. That's why I didn't have to worry about causing myself problems. However, I preferred to pretend to be a diligent student. In the blink of an eye, I took out a psychology book, pretending to study.
- Good morning, Professor.
The woman entered the back room. I didn't pay attention to her everyday, elegant clothes and firm face expression. I gave her a learned smile as she said:
- We need to talk.
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