The Sun and Me. HinaTsuki story

A Silent Conversation

HEEEYYY, sorry this took forever, I got caught up in drama😃 anyway, new chapterrrrrrrr!!!

Hinata's pov:
It's been a day since I've started visiting Tsukishima daily. Me and him definitely started getting closer than we ever were.

I'm honestly so happy we are. I'm planning on asking him out at some point after he gets let out the hospital.

Though that will be a while, since he still needs to heal, and what happened inside the hospital room affected him greatly.

He apparently needed two surgeries just to figure out what happened. Though we're not allowed to know for some stupid ass reason.

Me and Tsukishima were chatting, him texting while I just spoke to him. He's supposed to start speech therapy tomorrow, and he's pretty excited for it.

He hates not being able to spew his salty nonsense to us like he used to be able to. Currently Nishinoya and Tanaka were coming to visit in a short while.

It seemed they have became closer too. More of a friend way though as Tanaka has Kiyoko, and Nishinoya, is... well, Nishinoya.

Though i don't know what way me and Tsukishima are getting close, though I think it's romantically, it'd only make sense.

Me and him hold hands every time I visit, and I always kiss him when I first get there and when I leave.

So it's only make sense, but it sucks when whenever we talk he gives mixed signals. Like one day he'll be all nice, the next he barely acknowledges me there.

Maybe he just trying to cope, maybe he never liked me at all.

I feel like crying, and apparently, Tsukishima noticed.

You okay?

He writes down, I fake a smile and squeeze his hand. "I'm okay.." I tell him. But he just stares at me, like he doesn't believe my words.

Then I tasted something salty.. I was crying,of course I had to fucking cry, all I am is a little pathetic cry baby.

I wanted to scold myself, mentally beat myself but I knew I couldn't. Not while Tsukishima is like this, I can't do that to him.

Talk to me Shoyo. Please?

He writes down, I just stare at it, he wrote my first name down, it's the first time he's done this.

"It's nothing. I'm fine I promise." I tell him. But he just stares at me again. He leans over,  and before I had a chance to process anything, he kissed me on the lips.

This was the first time he ever did the first move, and this is the first time we kissed on the lips. Usually when I kiss him it's the head, maybe his nose.

But he kissed my lips. He pulled away after a few seconds before looking down.

I'm sorry.. I guess I thought wrong. You can leave now.

As soon as I finish reading and lean over and kiss him again, pulling away after a few seconds.
"No. I don't want to. Tsukishima, be honest with me please." I pause.

"Do you like me? Be honest. Dead. Honest." I continue. He stares at me before nodding his head slowly, his eyes welled with water.

"Hey hey hey.. it's ok. I like you too!" I say, he writes down something quickly, his hand writing more shaky than normal.

I'm sorry. I know I don't deserve you but I can't stop myself from liking you..

I smile softly before leaning over and kissing him again. "I like you, and you deserve finding love, and finding someone who cares. Someone like me." I whisper once we break away.

Tsukishima started crying silently, he hugs me lightly, his head buried in my shoulder as he cried, wetting my shirt.

I hug him back, my hand rubbing his back softly for comfort. "Shh, it's ok." I whisper, kissing his head.

THATS THE END OF THIS CHAPTER! HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAH! Nah but fr im sorry this took forever!!! Anyway, hopefully the next one will be soon! Good day/night!!