We are not Lover [BTS FF]

**Chapter 15: Guilt**

RM quickly pulled out his phone, calling their manager. "We need this handled privately," he said firmly, his voice laced with urgency. "No rumors, no leaks. Just take care of everything."

The manager, understanding the gravity of the situation, immediately sprang into action, arranging for discreet transportation and ensuring that the hospital staff was prepared to maintain complete confidentiality. Within minutes, they reached the hospital. The doctor was already waiting for them at the entrance, as arranged.

Jungkook carried Y/N in his arms, her limp form a stark contrast to the usually vibrant energy she exuded, even in her quietness. He gently laid her on the stretcher, his face pale with worry as the doctor swiftly wheeled her toward the ICU. The other members followed closely behind but were stopped at the doors, left to wait in the hallway as Y/N was taken inside.

The silence was thick with tension as they waited, each of them wrestling with their own thoughts and feelings. They huddled together, exchanging anxious glances, trying to make sense of what had just happened.

Jungkook, still shaken, broke the silence. "She was hesitating to sleep... She seemed restless. Then, in the middle of the night, she started screaming and shouting, like she was trapped in some horrible nightmare. I tried to wake her up, but it only made things worse. She was so terrified... I've never seen anything like it."

The rest of the members listened, their faces mirroring his distress. They were all in shock, struggling to process the gravity of the situation.

Suga's usually calm demeanor was replaced with concern. "Why didn't we notice something sooner? She's been with us for days, and we didn't see the signs..."

Jin, who always took on the role of the group's caretaker, felt a deep pang of guilt. "I should have checked on her more... I should have made sure she was okay."

Jimin's expression was one of empathy and sorrow. "She's been hiding so much from us. We thought she was just shy or nervous, but it's more than that. She's been suffering, and we didn't even know."

V, usually the one to lighten the mood, was unusually quiet, his mind racing with worry. "I feel like we've failed her. She's part of our family now, and we didn't protect her."

RM, always the leader, felt the weight of responsibility more than anyone. "We need to be there for her. Whatever she's going through, she's not alone anymore. We'll help her, no matter what."

Their thoughts were interrupted when the doctor finally emerged from the ICU. They all rushed toward him, their faces full of concern. Jungkook was the first to speak, his voice trembling. "How is she? Is she okay?"

The doctor looked at them with a serious expression. "She's stable now, but she's been through a severe panic attack. We've sedated her, so she's resting. But I need to ask... is there any family we should contact?"

Jin stepped forward, his voice steady despite the turmoil he felt inside. "She doesn't have anyone. We're her family now." He glanced at the others, who all nodded in agreement.

The doctor sighed, clearly moved by their commitment to Y/N. "Alright. I need to speak with you privately." He gestured for Jin to follow him, and the others waited anxiously in the hallway, their minds racing with fear and concern.

Minutes felt like hours as they waited for Jin to return. When he finally did, his face was pale, his eyes wide with shock. The others immediately bombarded him with questions.

"What did the doctor say?" Jimin asked, his voice laced with panic.

"Is she going to be okay?" Suga added, his usual stoicism cracking.

"Did something happen to her?" V asked, worry evident in his tone.

Jin took a deep breath before answering, his voice heavy with emotion. "She had a severe panic attack... and the doctor found self-harm scars on her arms. They're old, but still... she's been through a lot more than we realized."

The room fell into a stunned silence as the weight of Jin's words sank in. Each of them was overwhelmed with a mix of shock, guilt, and sorrow. They had grown so close to Y/N in such a short time, and the thought of her suffering in silence tore at their hearts.

RM was the first to speak, his voice firm but filled with compassion. "We're going to help her. Whatever it takes, we'll be there for her. She's part of our family now."

Jungkook's eyes filled with tears, his heart aching at the thought of Y/N enduring so much pain. "I just want her to be okay... I don't want her to feel alone anymore."

Suga nodded, his expression softening as he looked at the others. "We'll take care of her, together."

They all agreed, their resolve stronger than ever. They knew the road ahead would be difficult, but they were determined to be there for Y/N, no matter what. They would make sure she knew she wasn't alone, that she had a family who cared deeply for her, and who would support her through every step of her healing journey.