solar x ruin

part 14: a dream..

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( Warning: self-harm and blood)

Ruin pov:

I woke up on the ground... With out solar... It was a Dream again.... I sat up and curled into a ball a stated to cry

Why do I have to be so stupid! No one cares for me! No went me to be here I lost solar what do I have to live for now! I should Die... Yeah I should.. just Die... I looked around and Saw a picture of glass

I grabbed the glass and start to cut my self on my wrist
1 cut for being stupid
2 cuts for losing solar
3 cuts for hiding stuff from solar

I cut and cut for 1hr until both of my arm when covered with cuts... I sodded and past out bc of blood lost...

Solar pov:

I was mad sad , emotions I didn't even know I can have at the time like I still love him but I mad at him and sad... I don't know anymore.....

I took a deep breath a got up from my bed and open my room door and walked to P.A.S. wanting to talk to ruin again...

When I get there I looked at the place ruin was being held at and saw.... Ruin on the floor a puddle of blood around him.... From his arm... " Ruin!"

I run to him and opened the door and picked him up and set him on the chair in side the P.A.S thing ( idk what it's call sorry) I run to the computer and start to fix and hoping that he's okay...

Moon pov:

I was in the kitchen make a sandwich when I felt someone hug me from behind " hi Eclipse" I said finishing my sandwich " hi baby" I blushed and set down at the table like bar thing in the kitchen ( Idk what it's call...) and ate my sandwich. Eclipse sat next to me and kissed my cheek

We talked for a bit until " yeah and-" I got cut off by a phone call.. from solar? " Hello?" I said " moon! Get to P.A.S now!" He yelled " what why?!" I asked " it's r-ruin! " He sounded like he was crying " o-ok I will be there soon...!"

Eclipse looked worried " what happened?" Eclipse asked " we need to get to P.A.S now it's something to do with ruin..?" I looked at Eclipse and saw him scared... Was he worried that something happen to ruin... It doesn't matter right now! I will talk to him later..

We run to P.A.S to find solar at the computer try to fix ruin. Ruin have cuts on he's arm... Eclipse run to solar and try to help.. I run to them and start to fix ruin.

( Few hours later)

Eclipse pov:

Moon finished fixing ruin and we wait to see if he'll wake up... A few minutes later ruin set up to see us looking at him.. I was glad he's ok..

Solar pov:

I saw that he was a wake I started to cry and run in side I hug him and kissed him on the lips I melted in the kiss and we part to and look at each other

I staped back and realized what I did... I'm still mad at him... Why did I kiss him... Why was I cry... I put my hand I on my face and started to cry.. why was I cry...? Ruin Walk to me and hesitated but put his hand on my chin

Making me look at him... I put my hand on his and kissed him... We pull away and I smiled.... Ruin smile to and cry a little and hugged me we laughed happily and kissed we get up and walk out

Moon pov :

" Well that was something" I said to solar " i know... But I'm glad ruins ok..." I smiled and told them that me and Eclipse will be going and to call us if something happens.. we said bye and left...

Ruins pov:

I was happy that solar still love's me but I... " I'm sorry... Solar" he looked at me " for what dear" I cry a little and start to speak " for hunting you and hunting me I-i was j-just--" I broke down and solar try to help but I couldn't stop crying I was so upset with my self I-i couldn't help it...

" Hey ruin look at me it ok.. I know you hunt me.... but it's ok now I love you so much..! " I looked at solar and smile a few minutes later I stopped crying and I sat in solar lap well his was giving me a bunch of kisses I giggled and kissed him. We malt in the kiss wanting to last for ever but we need to breathe

" I love you so much solar..." He smiled and kissed my forehead" i love you more baby" I smiled and kissed him again I can't get enough he picked him up bridal style and he walked us to his room. When we get there we laid on his bed and cuddle...

I happy.. but something didn't feel right... Like something was coming... I didn't know what it was... My thoughts was interrupted by solar " good night my love" he said and kissed my forehead " good night solar..." I said before going to sleep..

??? Pov:

"This is going to be fun "

( Sorry for the all wait.. I really hope you guys enjoy then and going to be more soon maybe even today not for this book cuz I like leave you guys on cliffhangers but I will work on the other books! See you guys soon~! )

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