First person again 4 Justin bc.. I need it 😭🖐️
> mention of over dose
> mention of attempt of suicide
> etc
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I looked up.
Holy shit, that's a good amount of people.
Well, not really.
"Justin! The fuck are you doing?" Norman practically rushed to my side grabbing my arm
The four others stood shocked, frozen. Ethan, he came. Jess, Bryce and Nathan too.
"I- I'm feeling a bit sick that's all" I replied not being able to even look Norman or the others in the eye.
Expect Ethan. His perfect eyes, my eyes drifted back to the boy next to me.
"You've practically inhaled half that bottle! Justin, what the fuck are you actually doing?" Bryce spoke up
I couldn't respond, how can one tell his best friends he was trying to kill himself?
"Nothing" I shrugged avoiding their eyes
Norman held my hands in his, pushing the pill bottles away, my eyes fell astray back to Ethan. He had a look on his face, disgust. No, not disgust, pity? I don't know but it wasn't ANYTHING good.
Then I looked at Nathan who had a concerned look, then Bryce who... was practically red, clenching his fists.
Jess. I exhaled shakily, she had tears streaming down her face.
Then Norman.
What was this look in his eyes?
I don't know.
"Justin. You could've.. over dosed" Norman said softly, his finger trailing circles on the palm of one of my hands
"Can we just go?" Ethan said harshly
I snapped my head to look at him. He was trembling.
"Dude, shut it" Bryce replied, glaring at Ethan
I didn't want this.
I don't think they'd understand, I guess everything is meant to be broken.
I looked back at Norman, he had tears in his eyes like Jess.
"Are you alright?" I said taking one of my hands and lightly holding his now tear stained cheek.
"Justin, please... tell me you weren't trying to end your life... please tell me you just... I don't know!" Norman was frantic almost
I sighed.
"I can't tell you that" suddenly the floor looks very interesting
I felt arms wrap around me, red and black hair tickled my nose.
He was hugging me.
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A: ahhh! Sorry about the short chapter... I feel like it's a bit rushed, if you feel like that too— uhhhhh I'm sorry!!! Augh!! I just like wanted it to go faster but I.. idk I'm working hard and— I'm not super happy with it so far but also it's like ok...
QOTD: Do you like Norman?? >
Mine: Norman is chill ^^...
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- BROKEN AND BROKE - BL, BxB
Romance- BL - Justin Lovejoy, in a popular trio, with his two best friends. Justin is on the football team, has perfect grades, oh! And he's closeted, that is until his father finds some criminating evidence that he isn't the straight boy they all thought...
