For the hope of it all

I think I'm finally clean

TW: SH

Here's the house I'm picturing them living in : 9618 N Bradford Ave, Kansas City, MO 64154

" come in mom!" I didn't t want her to see me crying. Or to ask what I was writing about. 

" Hey dais, you looked upset in the car, you wanna talk about it. " my mom knew I've cut before. she told me that I didn't need it anymore and that I could talk to her or my dad. 

" um yeah, I was looking at the comments on my congratulations post for dad and 95% of them were happy for us and dad," my mom looked at me like she knew what I was going to say. " and the other 5% were saying I looked fat and ugly. I didn't want to do it again mom I truly didn't, I just didn't know what to do. " I say as I rolled up my sleeves. I was sobbing and my mom looked disturbed. 

" hey honey, breath, im gonna take you to Tokyo with me. Ok." I don't wanna miss dads game, he's worked so hard for it. " We are going to be back in time for the Super Bowl, I promise you. " ok that helped a little bit. 

3 Days before Tokyo shows

" Daisy Mae come on!!! " my mom yelled out from downstairs. We were leaving for the shows today and dad was already in Vegas. Aunt Blake was watching the cats and we were all set. We went to the airport and surprise surprise, there are paparazzi. They are truly stalkers, like mind your own fucking business. 

" Daisy Mae is it true that you have a boyfriend? What's his name? "

" Can you stop? Im not even fucking 14! " my mom looked shocked at the comment. 

" Sir can you please never talk about my daughters personal and romantic life again? That's a cruel thing to say to a minor, she's 13. " I just wanted to talk to my dad. I just needed him to be here with us right now. 

 My moms grabbed my hand and we rushed onto the plane. My parents taught me that cursing isn't a bad thing but it should only be used when you feel that it needs to be used. That was one of those moments. About 3 hours into the flight was when I saw the first article. 

" What the hell! Mom! Look at this! "  It was an article criticizing my parents for letting me speak like that to an adult. My mom looks at the article and shows Tree.  

" Mom, can I go live on Instagram? I have a few things I wanna say." She looked at me, nodded and then looked at Tree. She nodded as well. I set up my phone and go live. 

The views start going up and soon I'm at almost a million viewers. They all think my moms announcing rep but she's not. 

killatrav has joined

" hi dad! hi everyone one! Im gonna try to answer some questions but first I need to say something. Earlier when me and my mom were getting on the plane, I was asked if I had a boyfriend. I do, well I did. " Ive never told anyone this except those who are close to me. 

Folkloreforever13: Wait did they breakup? 

Everyswiftforthemself: he broke up with her duh she's just a little hippo

Nicetomeetyou13: I feel bad for her! This is probably like very hard for her to talk about

" Uh most of you guys know that um one of my best friend Lucas Adams, passed away last year. He was my boyfriend. My best friend. I lost him to a battle of his mental monsters as I call them. He committed on March 6th, 2023. A day after my birthday. " My mom was crying and Tree was trying to comfort her. " I was on the phone with him for about 4 hours trying to talk him out of it. Nothing was going to stop him. I tried to, but it didn't help. And you all think I'm insane for telling you all this on a live stream. I made a post for him but I didn't say that he was my boyfriend in that, just my best friend. "