The one who got away

Chapter 8: Valkyrie

The week went on pretty normal expect the fact that Ingrid was barely speaking to me and Venus was still missing.

Father has been talking to the neighboring packs, dragging me along for some so I got a fill for alpha meetings, to get help on finding Venus and see if they have seen him, expect all the information we have been getting is that the rogue attacks have been happening more and more frequent.

OH! And let's not forget the fact that Kayn is officially missing. Father has no idea how he slipped through our guards but he is pissed and everyone is being questioned, even including me and mother which now  the whole pack is now on edge and on guard. We have set up guard's outside the hospital for Silvia, hoping he didn't escape to finish her off.

I sighed as I walked down the stairs, thank goddess it was Saturday, yes werewolf's still have normal 9-5 jobs.

I plopped down at the table and listened to my mother hum while making breakfast, he sings beautifully.

"Oh holy cheese!" She yelped when she turned around and I just laughed.

"Hello momma," I waved at her in a princess way, you know, screw in the light bulb kind of way, I internally laughed at my self.

After she caught her self and her run away heart she smiled at me, "hello my beautiful sunflower how are you this morning?"

"Dying." I groaned and slumped into my chair.

I'm not even exaggerating, maybe a little bit but my only friend I talk to is ignoring me and I have no idea why or where she went off too. The thing that doesn't hurt is how she spoke of me, like I'm not stupid,  I knew we weren't gonna end up together cause she never showed signs knowing she was older then me and plus, of course the obvious thing, my wolf never mutter mate nor hers.

"Baby? Hello?," my mom waved her hand in front of my face.

"Huh, what?" I sat up real quick realizing I was off thinking into space.

"Are you okay baby?"

"Oh, of course momma, I'm okay, I promise." I smiled at her.

"But I'm gonna go for a run, maybe Kiiro will lay off on giving me migraines," I got a growl in response to that from her.

"Okay well then you be safe and please just remember everything always gets resolved in the end." She smiled at me and let me leave only after I ate some breakfast and kissed her cheek goodbye.

I walked over to a tree in the back of the pack lands and threw my clothes into a hole and started running like my life depended on, jumping and shifting mid air. My skin tingling at the feeling of releasing Kiiro and it felt nice to be able to breathe and relax in the morning sun, Kiiro snorted at that with approval.

I still remember my first shift like it was yesterday. The feeling of bones breaking and healing all at once, the feeling of fur sprouting all across my body and hearing my wolf for the first time, it was like for the first time in my life I was free. My senses were so heightened that day that I panicked and my father had to pull me out of it, Kiiro was stubborn then and only finally only gave control back to me when father's wolf threaten her, but since then I had felt like I finally found the missing piece in my life, expect now I feel like I was missing something else.

I landed on paws and gave out a small howl, loving the feeling of the warmth from the sun grazing onto my goldish, yellow, fur coat, like the most softest of kisses. I forget how much more connected to earth and the moon goddess I feel when I'm connected to my wolf on this level, letting her run as far as the pack lands will allow us.

Feeling the wind nipping at me as we bobbed and weaved through the trees. I knew where Kiiro was running too based on the sound of the river that ran behind our lands, it was a safe place for me when I felt overwhelmed by the training father use to put me and Venus through. It was a small pound in the middle of the woods with beautiful oaks surrounding it, goddess, it had been forever since we have been here.