Crazy in love with my boss

Chp3: heavy heart

Mariah's pov:

Hello im Mariah queen A. 22 years old, living in a normal life with my sisters in a small house. Buhay ko naman ay normal lang masaya,may difficulties sa buhay at iba pa, i have two sisters and syempre ang tita kong inaalagan kaming tatlo dito. Tinuturi na din namin si Tita Lacey as our second Mother, since nasa abroad si Mama kumikita ng trabaho si mama para lang mabuhay kami ng comportable at para din sa kakabutihan ng dalawang kapatid ko na nag aaral palang. As a panganay sa kapatid parang ako nadin naging nanay sa dalawa ko kasi minsan ako din nag babayad sa tuition nila para lang makapag aral sila at makapag tapos. Sometimes hindi ko na din alam kung saan ako kukuha ng pera pang bayad sa lahat nang kailangan. May trauma ako noon na laging nagsusugal si daddy kaya ung mnga binibigay kong pera sakanya para pang bili nya lang dapat ng mnga gamot nya sa sakit ng puso is sinugal nya lang ito.

"Flashbacks"

"Anak sorry ha kung dinaanan ko lng sa sugal" he said while hes eyes are full of tears. "Da.. wag mona yan problemahin, basta ang mahalaga mag paka galing ka ha? Uuwi pa si Mama para sayo. Miss na miss ka na non Da" my heart felt a thousand knifes hit me when i heard that there's no cure to his condition since nalaman ko hindi sya umiinom ng gamot nya. "Doc is there any way na mapaling sya?" I said " there is pero it would take him to surgery" "And how much naman po yung magagastos para lang po mapagaling sya?"
After a quick talk with Doc i quickly went to the room and held my dad's hands while he was still sleeping. "Da.. labanin mo yan ha wag kang susuko gagraduate na din ako next week. Diba pangarap mong makita mnga anak mo makapagtapos sa pagaaral?" Sa sobrang iyak ko that night i fell asleep holding my dad's hand. The nurses woke me up and telling me that my dad is about to go to the operating room for a surgery.

"Few hours later passed by" Overthinking what would happened later..... ATE! Oh bat kayo nandito? Saka sinong kasama nyo pumunta dito? "Ate wag mo nayan alanganin si Tita Lacey nag hatid samin dito para makita ka pati din si Dad" my heart melted when they care about our family.

"The line was beeping faster and faster "
Nurse! I need help immediately! We're losing alot of blood! The doctors inside the operating room tried everything to revive the patient........

Time of death 11:11pm.....
the operating room has quite and taking the moment to think what would the doctor tell them about the death of their father..

Namalayan ko na ginigising ako ni doc na kailangan namin pag usap in private. Lumayo muna ako sa kapatid ko sa hallway at kinausap nadin ako ni Doc. "Doc? Ano po yung balita? Successful naman po ba? Asan po sya?" He immediately cutted my words and tried to make himself talk over her. Miss Mariah..
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Psst tigan mo oh bagay sila ni ate noh? Pogi nung doctor what if maging sila? Sabi ni Miggy sa kapatid nya. Manahimik ka nga Miggy saka bading na bading yan si ate! And also it's not the time to joke around oh! tignan mo naman ung situation natin! Hindi pa nga natin alam yung balita kay Dad tapos gagawin mo pang biruhan! Kelan kapa nag english teh? What if nga lang eh.....
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Miss Mariah...... before he could say the news i had the feeling it would be my biggest badnews ive ever heard in my whole life. "Unfortunately.. we did all our staffs to make the best for your father but we couldn't revive him anymore...." My body felt like my soul ran away as i heard the news to my father.
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Miggy! Si ate umiiyak! The two of us ran to hug ate because we heard that dad couldn't make it.

The doctor just stood there watching the three crying
" pano na yan ate??? Paano natin mababalita kay mama? Diba uuwi pamandin si Mama sa anniversary nila?"

"End of flashbacks"

Ayon we just have to move forward and how funny is that gina-gaslight ko nalang sarili ko na pumunta lang si Dad sa mnga kaibigan nya kasi laging wala naman si Dad sa bahay at saka late nadi sya nakakauwi sa bahay. Bihira lng din kami mag kita sa isang bahay pero yon sabi nga diba move on na? Kahit sabihin ng mnga tao na mag move on nako. Well naka move on naman ako pero hindi ko malilimutan si dad sa pinagsamahan namin.