Opening instagram as I sat poolside on my post filming vacation. I see my co star Zac post a story of him and his wife Sabrina on their post filming vacation.
Sabrina and I met through Zac, we instantly clicked at Zac and I's show release party.
I rolled my eyes as I seen him loving on her. As love interests on the show I believe that both Zac and I have fallen for each other as much as we both deny it some lines have definitely been blurred behind closed doors but the two of them have a two year old daughter Kolby.
The next story was a FaceTime of Sabrina and Kolby on FaceTime and her talking about how much she misses her and can't wait for Zac and her to get back home to little Kolby.
I took a quick poolside selfie and posted it for my followers. Before putting my phone down and getting lost in a book as I laid here by the pool.
After the picture started getting shared by my supporters I knew it had caught Zac's attention. He text me as soon as he saw it.
King Of The Network ❤️:
Oh so you can post but can't send me nothing?
Me:
Ain't you on vacation with Bri?
King Of The Network ❤️: Yk her body ain't nothing like yours. I need to see what Aiden get to see from Naomi.
I close his message out. Sometimes he really be trying to bring Aiden and Naomi into real life. It's already bad enough our fans have a hard time disconnecting our characters from the real us.
I had, had enough of sitting outside in the heat and went in to shower and relax in my hotel room. I ordered a bottle of from room service and hopped in the shower.
As I was drying off, when I heard someone knocking at the door. I threw my robe on and opened the door.
"Fatima why you thought it was okay to play with me" Zac says pushing his way through the door
"Zac, don't tell me you really at this resort. I thought you and Sabrina were on vacation together?"
"I am. But you're here. You thought I wasn't gonna check that location and find out where you were?" He says trying to kiss me and take my robe off.
"Zac we can't. I'm supposed to be friends with Sabrina and Kolby is my goddaughter. I can't keep doing this"
"Man fuck all that you know we more than friends and you can be Kolby step mother." Zac says
"Zac, it seems like it would be amazing but I can't do Sabrina like that. When we first started out as Aiden and Naomi I promised her it was business only. She trusted me"
"Well too bad baby we more than friends. That business only shit last so long have you seen yourself? You're about to be mine and Sabrina is going to have to deal with whatever comes from it"
I felt bad but wherever this was leading it was going to have to happen and we'd have to face the consequences.
I gave into Zac and let him get his way because truth be told I've wanted him too I just thought about others feelings and what outsiders would say or think.
"Get dressed. We going out. We out the country im sure there won't be no photographers here. We can be us and not have to worry about anyone else just the two of us"
"Zac but what if a fan sees us? You know how are fans are. They've been wanting us to be together forever"
"Fuck them fans if we get caught they will say it's just for PR. And you know Gabrielle going to clean up any of our mistakes".
I rolled my eyes because he was right. I know Gabrielle hates to see our names come across her phone screen because she always has to clean up Zac's mistakes.
"Whatever Zac. Promise you won't have me like our characters and have me out here begging for you to leave your wife."
"Oh you won't have to be like Naomi for sure I'll leave Sabrina ass in a heartbeat. It could be you, Kolby and I."
"FUCCKKKKK ZAC! How did we get here? I want you but fuck this is a lot.
I gave in and got dressed and the both of us headed out.
|Later that night|
"Zac where are you?" I heard Sabrina say on the phone
"Imma be back, I had to go take a couple of calls"
I felt my irritation coming because Zac and I just had the best dinner and time together and now he got to leave and go be with his wife.
This felt like I was living the real life version of the song as we lay.
"Hurry and take me back to my room" I said with an attitude
"Fatima baby, don't be like that I promise give me a month to end things with Sabrina and I'll be done with her and I'll be all yours. I love you and I promise it can be us"
As much as I love him and wanted to believe him I know that this is probably all just talk for him to get what he wants out of me.
I played along till we got back in the room but as soon as we got there he had to go.
"Good night Zac. Get back safely and let me know when you make it safe"
As soon as he walked out of my room, I laid across the bed
"Fuck Fatima why are you in love with a married man, it'll never work
