Hello !! This is my revamp of my old book, which you can find on my profile, but I figured I should introduce myself again for new viewers !
My name is Rowan, but I also sometimes go by Evan or Merrit. I am 15 years old, and I'm Canadian. I currently use they/he pronouns and I believe I am nonbinary. I'm pansexual. I enjoy horror media, as well as rock + metal + emo music. I struggle with a few mental illnsesses, mainly major depression + social anxiety + suspected bpd. I'm not very religious, but my beliefs align with athiestic paganism and agnostism. I occasioanlly dabble in witchcraft, mostly tarot cards + pendants, but also sometimes spells and manifestation.
I have been experiencing paranormal things since I was a young child, but I think I really became aware of it around December of 2021? I started researching the creepypasta and related a few times, though I gave up due to lack of motivation and becoming busy. Most of my research is based off of me and other's experiences on here, but I sometimes get stuff from the web. I am aware some of it may be false, inaccurate, or otherwise 'wrong'. I try to keep track of all odd or relatively paranormal things that happen to me, then I later analyze it with other experiences to get the bigger picture. I'm mainly trying to look into the pattern of proxies, but I like just researching them in general.