credits to s0ilwater for doing this Tarot deck for me :D I'll be quoting the answers exactly from the google doc sent to me
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Song: Be Nice To Me - The Front Bottoms
Q: How does Toby see Rowan?
Cards: The World reversed, Eight of cups upright, Queen of Pentacles reversed, The Magician reversed, The Lovers upright, Four of Cups upright, Two of Wands upright
* He may not see you as someone necessarily important, he feels like you’re an unfamiliar connection, and fear may be preventing him from moving forward.
He sees you as someone who he might need to let go of; he feels like you’re going to abandon him in the future.
Cards suggest that he might be dealing with attachment issues, he doesn’t think you’re sincere, and rather thinks that you will just leave him soon.
* Queen Of Pentacles reversed; He might be jealous of you in some way, and sees you as someone he’s approaching for selfish reasons. He sees you as someone he wants ownership over. He’s struggling with self-confidence and trust issues.
* He seems to have some mixed, conflicting feelings about you, The Magician Reversed suggests that he thinks you may or may not be the one for him, wether it be platonic or romantic means or any other way is unclear.
He sees you as a question that needs a profound answer; There’s inaction and indecisiveness.
* He genuinely loves and respects you though, he sees you as a potential soulmate (Soulmates aren’t necessarily romantic, they can be thru friendships, familial ties, etc!)
He sees you as someone who’s unmotivated and bored, You may give the impression that you want to be left alone, and he sees you as someone lacking emotional stability.
* He sees you as a part of his future, and you’re rather significant in his life;
Even if the earlier interpretation says he might not see you as important, this just means he sees you, in summary, as someone he has very mixed complex feelings for.
Q: How does Toby feel about Rowan?
Cards: The Moon upright, Death upright, Seven of cups in reverse, Knight of swords upright, three of wands reversed, strength upright, four of swords upright, two of cups reversed, king of pentacles reversed
* As i said; The Moon Upright indicates that he has mixed feelings for you, his emotions feel complicated to him, he’s in a ‘fog’ of an emotion.
* His feelings seem to constantly change, he feels a lack of clarity in what he wants, in what he feels. He feels confused and chaotic right now.
* He feels very determined and focused on something; along with restless and impatient, unsure of what the future looks like with you.
In some way he feels ‘tamed’ by you, according to the Strength card upright, and rather than seeing this as a negative, he’s surprised by how much he sees this as a positive.
* Though for some reason he feels like he has to ‘press the pause button’ and slow down, but even if he needs alone time- the cards suggest he’ll bounce back in no time.
*With the Two Of Cups in reverse, he feels like the balance between you two is weighted too much in one direction.
* King of pentacles reversed ; he feels very stubborn and controlling, he believes that he’s always right, and that he needs to have his way. He may feel cautious and conservative to an extreme, even when the truth is sitting right there in front of them.
