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Omniscient
Megan is trying to complete last minute class assignments in bed. Just an essay, she's already done some note taking and a rough draft on paper so that she wouldn't overwhelm herself with tons of facts but had all main points that she needed in a compiled page. Beyoncé encouraged her to write as confidently as she could especially because she was so scared to
Beyoncé, a music teacher is getting her rest after completing some lesson plans. The two met by a complete stroke of luck. Two students fighting for the approval of a professor who ended up failing them both anyways. Beyoncé in her last year of school trying to just get her credit and go. Megan a second year college student who still had no idea what she was doing.
Given that it was 1am, Megan was trying to get as far as she could before turning the computer off for the night. She turned her music down a while ago so she could allow Beyoncé's sleepy breathing to set the scene and help her focus a little better. She also just doesn't want to wake Beyoncé. With the amount of love she has inside she knows she can do everything.
As Megan finishes making some typo corrections, she feels Beyonce stir, turning her back to Megan and groaning a little. The taller woman smiles and melts a little hearing how cute her girlfriend sounds in her sleep. The blonde has her hair messily splayed all over the silk pillow and stirs again, this time on her back.
Megan turns off her lamp and sets the closed computer on her nightstand, yawning and ready to join Beyoncé for bed.
The bed dips a little as Megan heads towards the bathroom.
Megan doesn't get to finish washing her hands after peeing before she hears Beyoncé groan again.
"The fuck?" Megan peeks from out the master bathroom when she notices all the signs of a nightmare.
The blonde suffered an aggressive assault in her teens that she hasn't worked up the courage to fully push forward from. This resulted in nightmares of Beyoncé feeling cornered and like she had no escape from an attack. A group of neighbors always caught her coming from school and would constantly harass her until one day it went from being something childish to something more serious. They had arrived with knives drawn and next thing she knew, the blonde's skin was on fire. They had thrown an acid mixture into her skin.
Quickly, Megan makes her way over and lightly shakes Beyoncé.
"Bae, baby, it's okay it's just me."
Beyonce's breathing quickens as her defensive instincts tell her to push Megan off but the taller woman just wants to help and has never hurt her. Finally, she snaps out of her sleep. Her heart pounding loudly in her eardrums as they boom boom boom around in her head.
She squints as she recognizes Megan in the darkness.
Beyoncé struggles for a moment, unsure if her mind is playing tricks on her.
"Let's get you some water. Sit up, I'll turn the lamp on. I'm here. It's me."
Megan quickly leaves the room. Beyoncé struggles as she can't tell what is or isn't real. In the back of her head she wonders if she's still asleep or dreaming. She's been put on some medication but it hasn't done anything.
"I'm here, drink some water breathe." Megan is back and focused on calming Beyoncé. "No one will hurt you ever again, remember I promised you? And I still promise."
Beyoncé tries to breathe between sips of water.
She is trying to focus on her senses, what she can see, smell and taste. It helps her try to ground herself. She smells Megan's body wash and body oil from the shower she had about an hour or two ago. She still smells so fresh. She closes her eyes as she takes a sip.
"I love you. Let's breathe together."
She reaches for Megan's hand that barely trembles a she tries to remain strong.
"He's not gonna hurt you again. I promise. Do you believe me?"
"I believe you." Beyoncé sighs as she is now calm.
Megan smiles and kisses her gently. She then moves to lay down on her side of the bed and settles in. Beyoncé following her motions to lay down.
"I'm right here. Come lay with me, I'll always keep you safe, my love."
"Thank you baby."
"Don't say thank you. You're the love of my life. I refuse to let anyone ever hurt you on my watch."
Megan holds her gently and moves her hand gently up and down her back. The taller woman gently kissing her.
"I love you. You gotta breathe deep and breathe out for me okay? Never forget I'm always next to you."
Beyoncé sniffles, "I'm so sorry I can't seem to move on."
"It's okay, don't beat yourself up."
Gently with her fingers, she wipes the tears from the blonde's eyes. Her voice cracks as she tries to speak.
Megan shushes her gently.
"It's okay. You don't need to worry my love."
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Ik this isn't the best but I just thought I should post something.
