Secrets from the Omega MxM

Chapter 7 | Pleasure seeing you again

So here he had run off to. Adam was watching Julian walk out of a clinic and followed him back. He had been looking for him for weeks now! He had searched high and low in town and when he didn't find him, he felt so pained. His alpha was whining all the time and wanting his pair. He wanted it too. They were one.

He didn't give up hope, he had asked Aiden for help. He knew he had connections everywhere and he would definitely find him.

Two weeks did it take him. Two long weeks! But he was overjoyed when Aiden had finally called him and told him he had found him. He just rushed and stumbled almost to get to where he was. He wanted to see him again and apologize, apologize for his behaviour that day. He felt guilty now that it was a week later, and he now understood how the boy must have felt. Aiden had informed him about his name, age, school and where he lived. He had followed him for a week to get all the information Adam wanted and now Adam was here to find Julian himself. He loved the name, Julian. It made him feel warm inside and his alpha whine in happiness. He was a little young compared to his own 29 years but that didn't matter. He was here to make him his. He didn't care that he was an alpha or a beta. He just wanted to be with him. He was very confused when Julian had told him he wasn't an omega, and he must have just assumed he was because his smell was that good. But one thing he found strange, betas didn't have a scent and he of course could be an alpha, but he had never, ever smelled an alpha as sweet as him.

He would find out soon...

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Julian was sitting on his couch, unmoving. He was still in shock. He had just been on the phone with his doctor, and they had informed him about a few things Julian had not understood at the appointment. He was supposedly 3 weeks pregnant and of course, these were the early stages of a pregnancy, but he told him the symptoms were normal and would fade in a few weeks. He would get an ultrasound in a few weeks and would know if everything was alright. For now, he would need to take supplements and not take his suppressants anymore because he wouldn't need them now. He wouldn't get his heat anymore.

Well, that was something, he had only had one!

He didn't know what to think. What was he going to do with a baby! He was still not sure about anything, and he wasn't even ready to embrace his omega side! He couldn't just announce he was an omega and oh. Pregnant!

Oh, what would his family think? How was he going to finish school...? His body turned cold just thinking about all this stuff. How was he going to raise a kid? He was too confused to make any decisions now. He needed to find someone who could help him, someone he could trust with this. He couldn't tell just anyone. He just needed to keep pretending. It's not like he hadn't done that his whole life already.

He shifted a little and pushed his shirt up looking at a very flat tummy. And in there was growing a little human? He still couldn't believe it, he caressed the skin and tried to imagine it being big and swollen. The thought didn't scare him as much as he thought and he smiled.

Well, he would have to see what would happen. He still had time to reconsider, and he just needed to push through for now. He would decide on the next appointment.

He was trying to get even with his omega side first. He had let the emotions in that he shared with his omega, and it felt good. It felt good to be himself and to know there was something that was right. He had never felt right, and everything was falling into place now. He wasn't ready to tell anyone though. He was scared of what would happen if people knew. What would become of him? And now that he was pregnant it was even harder for him. It at least made him feel closer to his omega side. His omega was content and happy. It was happy to grow a little human and Julian was just letting it be. He didn't want to ignore his second gender anymore. It had exhausted him too much the last years and that one night with Adam had shown him that being an omega wasn't any different than any other gender. He was still the same person, and he still was Julian. He could show the world that omegas weren't weak, but he just needed a little more time for that...