Secrets from the Omega MxM

Chapter 9 | Loving you already

Okay, he didn't think it would go this fast, but his jeans didn't fit anymore...

Julian tried to button them and hold in his stomach, but that stomach wasn't tucking in. It was a little very small bump that had appeared on his usual flat belly. He sighed and wiggled out of the too-tight jeans and grabbed some sweatpants. This would have to do for now. It scared him a bit now that it was really visible that he was pregnant. The last weeks he had just tried to ignore it and he was just trying to live through the morning sickness and the unusual hunger attacks that he still had. It still all felt like a dream to him and he had thought he had some time before he would really have to hide it. He was getting a little anxious now that the ultrasound was nearing, and he would be really seeing what was inside of him. The appointment was in a few days already and the few weeks that had passed really had flown by. The time he had spent with Adam felt like it was the first time meeting. It all felt so right to be with him, and it made him less scared of what was to come. He would be able to do anything with him by his side.

The thought made him smile. Adam made him smile, all the time. He would try to contain it when he was in school and try to keep his head by the lecture, but it would sometimes wander to Adam. And he would be gazing at nothing particular with a grin on his face. Leo had slapped him a few times already when he saw him like that. He had asked what was with him, but Julian wasn't ready to tell him about Adam yet. He was just accepting he was an Omega and now already telling people about finding his pair felt all too soon for him.

His friendship with Leo had grown over the last weeks since he had told him he was an omega, and he was very thankful that he didn't treat him differently. He was able to ask him about omegas since Leo had an omega sister and he did learn a lot about his side from Leo. He was intrigued by all the information about omegas, and he really had been misjudging omegas in his past. They weren't weak at all; they could get alphas to crumble at their feet in mere seconds!

Now that he had stopped taking his suppressants and his scent neutralizers, he did get a few weird looks around school but no one ever bothered him or asked him. He was relieved, it all had seemed so much worse in his head, and he was feeling lighter now that he was accepting himself more. It wasn't like he suddenly changed drastically; he still was the same person.

One thing that made him sad now that he wasn't able to see Adam this week was missing him already now that he was so used to seeing him and knowing how it felt. The last few weeks had been like a fairytale. After the first date, Adam had showered him with little gifts. He would take him out to the movies or have dinner together and drop him off at his apartment like a gentleman.

He could still blush from those memories. The soft kisses they shared before their goodbyes. The roses he would send. All that made him really fall for him hard. He didn't know if he was in love with him already because he had never loved anyone before and how did it feel to love someone...?

Julian was startled when a knock came and he was still standing in front of his mirror, he was thinking too much again and Leo was here already. They would go out to do some research for their project and they had decided to do it together. Leo was so grateful that Julian was taking him out and he couldn't tell him enough. He would nearly drop to his knees with gratitude.

"Coming!" Julian yelled when another knock came, and he rushed out of his bedroom. He quickly got his wallet and phone before he opened the door to the impatient knocking Leo.

"Took you long enough, almost died here!" Leo said exaggerating and doing an almost faint movement.

"Don't be so dramatic, let's go." Julian laughed and pushed him out of the way. They walked over to the library close by and grabbed a drink on the way. Julian still couldn't stand coffee so he took an iced tea. It didn't upset his stomach that much luckily.