if he was mine

You okay?

R I A

"I'm fine Luis, you know I can swim." I smile at him as I feel his touch on my skin. His eyes suddenly dart to my chest area and I blush as I notice that he could see my bare nipples. But as I look behind his gaze, I realice that he wasn't the only one. Of course this happens on the one day I decide to not wear a bra. For fucks sake.
Luis steps closely in front of me so no one could see me and I couldn't see them. He was so close to me that I could hear his heavy breathing as our chests touch.
"You always have to put her first, don't you." I hear what I make out to be Char's voice as I couldn't see her with Luis in front of me.
"Okay, show's over." Luis growls at everyone who was still staring at us both. "Go eat cake or something." He snaps. His attention switches from our audience to me. His expression changes from being irritated to somewhat amused.
"You okay?" I never noticed how his sharp, brown eyes got lighter in the sun. They stared at me with a deep concern mixed with another emotion I could not decipher. They were utterly gorgeous.
"Y-yeah." I say, switching my gaze to somewhere else as I was suddenly aware of my blush outburst.
"This week hasn't been your week has it?" He smiles at me, his eyes still not breaking the contact.
"Exactly. Not sure why though." I laugh nervously as I thought about how close we were and how I could see each one of his individual eyelashes. Luis leans back after a moment or two, effortlessly slips out of the pool and gives me his hand to help me up.
"Come on, clumsy."
"I am not clumsy." I roll my eyes as I take his hand.
"You really are."
"It wasn't my fault that I got pushed in now was it?" My smile fades as I see his mood suddenly switch.
"You better dry off inside." He mumbles and throws me his hoodie. "Use my hoodie as your-" His eyes linger on my breasts. "top is see through."
I had finished pulling his top over my head, getting a whift of his signature scent and just like that, Luis Perez was gone.

As I lie in bed with my wet hair from this afternoon, I try to crack the Luis code. I don't really know what he thinks as he doesn't open up to me much. One minute he is laughing and sending me signals and another he does a complete switch on me, leaving me wondering where I went wrong. I roll onto my side, still replaying the conversation in my head. I didn't know what to make of it and that only pissed me off further. Why does this boy have to be so fucking complicated?

I spot Luis in the corner of my eye before school the next day as I put my English folder in my locker. He hadn't really said anything this morning and I couldn't even talk to him properly as it was Bella's turn to sit in the front. I slam my folder shut and bow my head. Purposefully, I walk quicker and run into Luis as he makes his way in the opposite direction, just like I had planned. I smother my smile down as I look up to him with my doey eyes.
"Oh sorry, Luis. I didn't see you there." I widen my eyes and do the double glance method on him but he doesn't even seem to see or stop for that matter.
"Yeah it's all good, baby sis." He mutters, helping me not fall as he carries on walking forwards with his eyes still locked onwards.
Baby sis? Oh, you've got to be shitting me.
"Er- it's all good." I yell at him as he walks down the corridor. Did that just happen? Please tell me I didn't just embarrass myself yet again infront of him. I growl and turn on my feet to hurry to my next period- biology.