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I was finally going away from her but I couldn't find the happiness and peace that I was looking forward to

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I was finally going away from her but I couldn't find the happiness and peace that I was looking forward to. Instead I felt restless and dismal.

There was a constant urge in my heart that was telling me to stop and not go. On the other hand was a billionaire mindset that was telling me to go on and make myself successful.

It was as if my inner demons were arguing with each other. My mind was in a mess especially after the conversation with Ammi last night. I wasn't able to make a decision on whether I should go or not and then she added on making me more confused.

I wanted to talk to her when I was dropping her to her hospital. But when I saw her looking out the window I assumed that she didn't want to talk. I then focused on driving with a lingering hope to at least talk to her once.

I don't even know why I was feeling like this. I mean in the morning I felt that the mood was a bit melancholic and quiet. Ammi and Mariam were not happy because of my decision but they have gone through this multiple times.

The thing that was bothering me was that someone else was also gloomy other than Ammi and Mariam. I could sense that she wasn't talking or wasn't eating properly. She was continuously closing her eyes and gulping the saliva in her throat.

She should be happy that I am leaving her. She can do anything she wants. I thought she would celebrate my departure but rather she is being gloomy about it.

The journey was 18 hours and I started having a headache. I think Fahad was right when he said I have started to love her. But I can't love someone with whom I haven't spent a day properly. No no I can't be in love. It is nothing but attraction. Why am I even thinking about her? I shouldn't care what she does or however she does. She is not my wife and we'll end in 1 year.

I assured myself and took a paracetamol to ease the pain in my head and went to sleep to rest for a bit.

I woke up in the morning at 5:00 due to the extreme pain in my neck that continued till my lower back

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I woke up in the morning at 5:00 due to the extreme pain in my neck that continued till my lower back. Standing up I stretched myself to ease the pain but it did not help.

I walked inside to have a warm shower aiming to ease my pain by any means. After coming out I changed and dried my hair. The warm water helped but the pain was still lingering.

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