Chapter 1 Before becoming Born again Christain.

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So as stated I was born into cult called LSD (Latter Day Saints/Mormons/Mormonism) When I was around roughly 6-8 years old I had an encounter, and this encounter shows how evil devil is. So there was a young individual who was roughly 14-16 years old. He came up to me and my young friends if we wanted to try something cool. It is kinda hazy on what he said but the point is me and 3 others agreed. So we entered a room, and he set up a table and place this odd looking cloth. It was blue cloth with sun and the moon, and set up candles which he lit up. I remember we were holding hands, and he was saying something I can't really recall what it was. Soon the lights flickered, the table shook hard to a point where it was shaking the entire table. Being so young at the time I didn't really get scared I honestly thought this older kid was doing it to scare us, but the fear on my friend's faces made me rethink everything. For one they ran to the door which was locked, I remember the older kid locked the door. From what I understood they tried to unlock the door with their hands, and I heard banging coming from outside of the door. I am not sure how long we were locked in the room, but I saw everything going down. The older kid was obviously in shock I guess he didn't suspect whatever he did was real, bro I do remember him saying something about playing with magic and we can be wizards. Once the door flew open 3 of my friends ran out crying, and me and the older kid just walked out. I wish I could say I was scared, I wish I could have said I was scared but looking back I am not sure if I was. I remembered the older adults talking saying they tried to open the door with the key and the lock wouldn't budge at all. I never told my parents what happened even to this day as of August 27, 2024. Funny enough my mom met this kid who was older, and I wasn't active within Mormon church. He told her that he was sorry for that day, and for some reason he knew that I haven't told her anything. She again asked me what happened I didn't really talked about it. But that's to that day, like how the devil steals, lies, and cheats you out of your salvation, that day I was basically cursed with having a lot of demonic encounters. My entire life even to this day I still encounter demonic encounters, it's sad to say but it is what it is. It's my battles that I don't do alone since I do have Jesus Christ with me. But before being born again I had to fight my own battles alone. For one Jesus in the Bible isn't the same Jesus as it is within the Book of Mormon and other false doctrines Mormons has. For one Jesus and Satan are brothers, and by doing so it strips Jesus divinity by doing so. Also it also strips Jesus Divinity by stating that Jesus a creature that Father made, which is false since Jesus states whoever seen Jesus has seen the father. So Jesus states he is God, and Mormons just say he is a creature that God and his wife made by having intercourse, and gave birth to spirit babies. Which those spirit babies Jesus and Satan was born into. Again it's a full on cult and lies, obviously if you read the bible it doesn't even back up their false claim. That aside thanks to that event that I experienced with that demonic ritual, I have been marked for basically both death and spiritual death from devils army. Which is why I have a lot of demonic encounters not often as much as I use too now that I am born again. To give more insight on fighting demons alone without the help of the real Jesus Christ. It would be like this, I would have either nightmares, vivid sleep paralysis, and taken to parallel universe within my dreams. First I'll start off with sleep paralysis since most people deal with this, for one I sleep on my stomach because I don't often get sleep paralysis when I am on my stomach as I sleep. When I do get sleep paralysis it's brutal to say the least, when you get into those situations it's about the battle of the wills. What I mean is if you don't have a strong metal will you will lose alone. For one I discovered tricks to take up from sleep paralysis, as I lay on my stomach I move my neck or my head around my neck. It doesn't matter how you do it either left to right or right to left, I would break free and have full control of my body again. That's how I would break free, and I would taught the demons that I had a stronger will over them. Which in hindsight it was foolish of me in many reasons, but mainly that they would try harder and harder to break my mental will. I had a nightmare where I was I laying on my back within this dream. I was looking at the ceiling and I couldn't move at all, but I looked to my left and I saw this women. Oh man this woman had black sunken eyes, and I wouldn't be able to move. But I forced myself to wake up, and again trapped in this alternate reality in the same position. Trapped in my room, but each other I'd make myself walk up I was slowly gaining control of my upper body to a point where I was beating this demons face in as I hold her in my left arm in a choke hold. I would beat this women's face in, and then I heard the living room burst open, and I heard people walking around my living room. At the same time I was beating this demons face in, and the people in the living room had bright light. This light was pure white in my head I was thinking oh God this demon brought reinforcements. Which in hindsight that's false for one why would demons use flashlights that was pure white, and two most likely they were angels trying to help me break free from this alternate reality. I say this because I lost count how many times I tried to wake up, and kept waking up with the demon women next to me. So when I saw the lights getting closer and closer my heart raced faster and faster. This time I began to pray, and I prayed my heart out to God the real God and boom I woke up in my room. This time it was reality, and no I didn't do drugs or drank alcohol. Remember all this was going on within my nightmare, and I woke up sweating, and I woke up facing the ceiling. Yes I never ever sleep on my back I woke up facing the ceiling. I checked the time and it was 3am or 0300 for rest of the world, and it's known as demon time. I was too afraid to sleep so I stayed up till I knocked out on my own. That was the first time when I couldn't defend myself against the demons on my own, and I prayed to God for help. Even though he already sent his Angels to help me out just in case I was too prideful in not asking the Father for help. There was other time where a demon was in my old room, and to give background about this part I hate vampires I find vampires to be stupid dark creatures. For one they sacrifice a lot to become this dark creature of the knight, and get a shit deal to become a vampire. For one the sun light effects you, two you need to feed blood like a parasite to survive, and three your not really immortal your technically a undead creature. So this demon all black with blood red eyes and a darkening smile told me he would make me stronger if I allowed him. But since the devil stole my innocence with that demonic ritual at that Mormon church, and obviously lied to me and even to that young teen about becoming a wizard. This demon without my permission gave me a "taste" of being a vampire, I was laying on my bed and I did feel this surge of energy. I am not going to lie it felt good, I could hear my family within the dream of course laughing in the living room. At first I wanted to get up and talked to them or even go outside, but then that's when every vampire story hits you. You feel the hunger to feed human blood, to give more of a context behind how this feels I want you to imagine your starving now multiply that by times 100. I felt like I was starving and haven't eaten anything in years if not centuries, and just like the stories when you feed you fully become a vampire. The urge to resist on feeding was hard, the longer I resisted my vision turned red. Like the edges of my vision was like a Call of Duty Game where when your hurt your screens turns red. The exact experience is like in Call of Duty Blackops when your screen is red because you're about to die within the game. That red screens shows your veins at the edge of the screen, that's is what I saw bloody veins on the edge of my screen. To be fair your eyes do have veins all over the eyeball even in your vision, it's just your brain just blurs it out to see better. Trying to hold back this hunger and the bloodlust of me wanting to drink human blood within my dream was a nightmare for me. I could hear my family laughter and hear their heart beats as if they were next to me. At that point I said no I won't have this power, because I knew I was temporarily turned into a vampire within my nightmare. I prayed to wake up from this nightmare and I woke up. This are the encounters I have faced before my being a born again Christian. On sleep paralysis I would hear like voices or whispers in my ear as if a person was next to me. I would do my head/neck trick and I would get up and see no one in my room. I remember I did edibles in my room for the first time, and edibles are basically with weed or known as marijuana to the rest of the world. This drug doesn't make you hallucinate at all, but I do recommend staying away from. All drugs regardless if they make you hallucinate or not gives you illegal access to the spirit realm. For one I didn't see anything but I sure as hell heard a demonic voice. For one I heard the same demonic voice that was in the Lord Of the Rings movie, the first movie and within this scene Frodo puts on the ring. The one eye sees him and says "I see you" that exact voice is the same voice I heard as I was high off the weed edible. Hearing that voice was a feeling that made me paranoid, and I tried to relax in laying in my bed which made me feel gravity pushing on my chest, I tired to play video game which made me lose focus and what worked was laying down on my bed. But long story short don't do drugs because even though I didn't hear anything afterwards, or even see anything the fact I heard a demons voice clear as day while high off weed, shows how it can help you hear the spiritual realm. I remember while laying in my bed one night, I was heart broken about losing an ex girlfriend, which was funny because at that time that's all I knew in life. I was depressed, and sad and felt lonely, at that time I prayed to God to help me take this pain away and that I was serve a mission and become a Mormon missionary. Which was stupid of me because God doesn't care about a false religion that doesn't glorify him, let alone watch someone throw two years of their life on a false doctrine. For one I was stolen from Jesus, tricked, and marked. Jesus gave me mercy by not throwing away two years of my life, and I never ended up becoming a Mormon missionary. There were certain events in my life that stopped me from going and of course that was through the grace of one the true God and his name is Jesus. All my life I wanted to be loved, my dad he was around but didn't really show me as much love as he should have, my mom was busy working. Even through all these odds I who was literally sold to the devil thanks to some young 14-16 year old kid, doing his ritual which to this day I didn't know what he did. Jesus saved me from that, saved me from that cult, and saved me from my spiritual death.

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