You gave me life.

And so it begins..

"I have Zinc chloride smoke inhalation...... But what does that mean exactly? Ill be better in a week? A month? Never? I'm gonna die?" I asked the doctor. She said hesitantly to me "I don't know..... But I do know it is a rare disease.... People do recover from it.... But i can tell you it's not easy.... You could be here for years trying.... You could die trying... I am not telling you this to scare you though Angelina. This is serious." I was overwhelmed.... I could die? And this was all Megan's fault! It was her idea to have the party! She said we needed to be more popular! I was definitely at war with myself when a nurse came in with 2 vases of flowers. One was from Ariana ( my other best friend ) and one was from Megan. I asked the nurse why they didn't come in..... She said I had to let me in first. Should I let Megan in? Of course I should...I realized that I couldn't be mad at Megan.... I was the one who made the choice to throw the party. So I said " please let them in" so she did. " hey ari, hey meg, (coughing) ".

Megan- "I'm sorry this is all my fault I shouldn't have told you to throw this party, ill come visit all the time!

" that's ok Megan seriously it was my choice to throw the party or not. I forgive you! And I'll love you to visit!

Ariana- "ill come visit you every day!!! I promise and Ill keep you in the loop of gossip from school "

" thanks ariana you've always been a great friend if you ever get stuck in the hospital Ill visit you too.... Haha I hope that doesn't happen though"

It was nice to see them..... Maybe even though I'm sick I can keep some of my old life.