Kpop Sickfics, Hurtfics, and One Shots

Mingi - Reacuring Feelings

Mingi sat awkwardly on the edge of his bed, his fingers twisting in his hoodie strings. All day he'd felt depressed and sad. Not about anything in particular, but he was just feeling down. Currently, all the vocalists and dancers were at some special training in Japan, leaving himself and Hongjoong alone in the dorms. And now that the members had split into three dorms Mingi was especially alone, not that Hongjoong ever left his studio.

He slowly moved his hand away from the strings to his hair, running them through it softly. He really needed Yunho to give him one of his special hugs which was impossible because the older was in a different country, but this stand-alone fact made Mingi grave skin-ship like a madman. Hesitantly he reached for his phone which had been discarded to the side of him. He knew Hongjoong was probably busy, but he really needed someone.

Scrolling through his contacts, Mingi found Hongjoong's info. After pressing on the name once and then pressing the little phone button Mingi waited patiently as the phone began ringing.

"Hello?" The response was almost immediate which caught Mingi off guard, he wasn't expecting the leader to pick up so quickly. "Mingi, are you there?"

The boy was frozen, completely forgetting what he had planned on saying. "Uhhhhh," Mingi whispered, sounding like a broken fan. "I, I just wanted to tell you I woke up hyung."

Mingi silently cursed as the silence filled the call. He knew that Hongjoong was smart enough that Mingi wasn't just telling him he had woken up, because, well, Mingi never does that. The younger was almost positive the oldest had caught on to him.

But instead, he responded normally. "Okay, thanks for letting me know Gi."

The silence was quick to return, but even quicker to end. "When will you be home?" Mingi shot out despite not wanting to.

"Oh," Hongjoong sounded stunned. "Well, hopefully around lunch. So say in like two hours if you're fine eating at two."

Mingi nodded, regardless if the older could see him, "Okay hyung!" Mingi whispered before hanging the phone up. Just two hours, that's all he needed to wait for until someone would be home. That's all Mingi had to wait for, he'd been fine, but then why did he feel like crying?

"Hyungie," Mingi whispered aloud as he pulled his sweatshirt hood over his head. This chest trembled up and down as he fought back sobs. He didn't know why he was craving someone's hugs and comfort, he was an adult for crying out loud.

Mingi jumped when his phone rang again. As he looked through his blurry vision he could make out the caller's I.D as Yunie<3. Tapping the green button on the screen Mingi wiped his eyes as the phone went silent.

"Princess?" Yunho's voice sounded soft to Mingi's ears, making him sniff harder.

"Yeah," Mingi answered, trying to hide the fact they may have just possibly had the start of a panic attack. "I'm here."

"Good," Yunho sounded relieved. "Hongjoong-hyung called me and explained that you'd called him and that you sounded down."

"Oh," Mingi sniffled and paused. He didn't know that Hongjoong had thought he sounded down, or that he'd called Yunho. "I'm fine."

Yunho gave a warm laugh which made Mingi's heart break even more. 

"You don't sound it!" Yunho laughed, "Wait, I have to go. Our break is ending. I'm sorry Min, but I'll call you later, promise. Bye Princess!"

"Bye," Mingi whispered as the beeping sound filled his ear. He was left again to his pain. Deciding that sitting still on his bed wasn't going to make the time go any faster, he slid tenderly off his bed and walked into the living room. It felt weird to not see Seonghwa curled up on the couch with the Nintendo Switch in his hands or San doing his usual random crap in front of the tv. Mingi let out a broken sigh, his plan backfiring on him as he felt the tears return to his cheeks. The only time he'd ever felt this alone was during his hiatus when he waited for his brothers to come home from their schedules, now he was feeling that same pain all over again. Before he knew it he had tears leaking for the second time that day.