9 - I think I have long forgotten

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I want to be a good person.

I have to be a good person.

I will be a good person.

I am a good person.


I want to experience everything


I can't I can't I can't I can't

I can't go on 

I can't


won't you look at me?


sometimes, I really want to start all over again

but can I really?

I've gone so far, but only at the cost of all my sacrifices

is it really worth it? to reset everything?

to start at the very beginning?

will I ever forget? will I ever forgive?

will people be the same people?

if I could start all over as many times as I want, how many lifetimes will have gone by before I get what I truly want?

what is it that I want? 

what is my purpose in life?

is it to never make another mistake?


im sorry if I had ever hurt you in any way

I am truly, truly sorry

im sorry for talking without thinking

im sorry for interrupting

im sorry for being so loud

im sorry for treating you

im sorry for loving you

im sorry for depending on you

im sorry for being immature

im sorry for being so prideful

im sorry

im so sorry

please forgive me

please


maybe in another world,

in another universe,

in another timeline,

another lifetime,

I will meet you

again

and

say all the

things ill never 

get to say to you 

in this world,

in this universe,

in this timeline,


what have I become?





let go





traveling

physically

mentally


thank you

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