I love you
like the moon loves the sun?
I love you more than that
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I wanna be like her
so beautiful
so kind
if I were like her
I would be happy
I wanna be happy
I wanna rejoice under in dandelions on summer afternoons
(((((I CANT FINISH THIS IM CRINGING OUT)))))
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sometimes I feel so happy I swear somebody could throw me into the washing machine and I wouldn't care
how do I unleash deja vu? its following me everywhere
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SOME RANDOM UNFINISHED WRITTEN STORY/EXPERIENCE I FOUND (? the date)
I had a strange dream of a girl with long white hair
I don't know how I remember this
I know I was very young when I had this dream
maybe 3-5
or younger
I dreamed of a real place I've been before
it was a playground
now that I recall it, the dream seems scary now
it was a small play place in the middle of a mall
a mall several stories up
the mall was empty and was grey
except for the playground
the playground was colorful
and surrounding the playground was a short blue wall
there were five human-like creatures in black
they chased me and the girl around the playground
I can barely recall every detail as days go by
but I remember specifically a part where they chased us down the swirly slide
what could it mean??
I'm scared of being trapped in a dream loop again
ANOTHER STRANGE DREAM I WANT TO WRITE DOWN BEFORE IT IS FORGOTTEN
this is one of the strangest dreams I've ever had
it happened two times, actually
ill tell you the first time
it's hard to describe to you what the dream was about
I REMEMBER but the moment I try to remember the details, it slips from my grasp
the images are blurry
okay ill tell you
it was about me and a couple other of my close friends in a world
it was not our world
it was a world with some sort of hero that turned out to be a villain
we were trapped in a cave
or came here
im not sure but
there was a big wide hole with some sort of a blue ring around it
the cavern has rocks
strangely, there was a hallway in one of the walls
we entered it and found that the halls led to colorful rooms
each room a single color
I remember a blue room at the very end of the hall
it looked very similar to my parent's room
but that was not the room I went into first
I was sure I went to an orange room
or a green room
I can't really remember
I don't really remember what the room looked like either
I just know that room, whatever it was like,
was very similar to something
it's hard to describe the feelings I feel dreaming
there was also a purple room
but I went into the blue room
the blue room had a bathroom opposite the door
I remember that there was someone in the room with me too
and they were in the bathroom looking around or something
then I see a cabinet on my right
and some sort of book on it
I suddenly had the urge to draw in it
so the next person who found it will wonder
'who drew all of this?'
so I did
I drew in it
oh, and, I remember I felt fear in this dream
a small amount a fear along with anxiety
why?
then my dream ended.
this dream repeated twice. Several years apart.
ill talk about the second time it happened
it was different, though
the same events happened
but this time, some part of the dream was different
the book
it was filled with drawings and writings
my drawings.
my writing.
the drawings I remember drawing exactly.
then I walk over to the start of the hall
and I enter the green room
I see all my friends sitting on the bed
some on the couch
some on the carpet on the floor
then my dream ended
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