Its Hard To Accept Yourself(Shellevision)-ɴᴇᴡ ᴛɪᴛʟᴇ!!

Reflection

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[---📺VEE'S P.O.V.📺---]

"Glisten, we need to talk. I think something is wrong with my programming. It made...an impact." I mumbled, shutting the door behind me.

He stopped painting his nails, turning around to face me. "What happened?"

"Well..its just, something how I've been displaying myself towards Shelly." I told him, swinging my tail back and fourth.

He glanced at me, unimpressed. "Could you well..elaborate Vee? I can't tell what your feeling from there." He smirked slightly.

I groaned, rolling my eyes and crossing my arms. "Well, if you have to be so picky about it...i just..i feel so mixed on her. Sometimes I feel like I don't want to be too close to her and other times I just, want to be with her, all the time." I explained, quietly saying the last few parts.

He examined my face, thinking about my description. "Well, first..why don't you want to be close to her?" He asked calmly.

She paused for a minute before speaking. "Uhm...before I elaborate on that further...do you think a...tellevision host has the capability to well..love?" I mumbled, becoming slightly embarrassed.

His eyes widened, getting the hint. He giggled a bit playfully. "Vee, is that what your worried about? Is that what's making you repulsed towards her?" He smiled softly.

"Well- maybe but...no?" His interest perked up. "Just in general, that and sometimes it's just autopilot feeling. I never want to be too..close, not anyone in particular sometimes..you and astro being well..exceptions." I elaborated, trying my best to explain in detail my feelings.

"Well, I wouldn't always say exception. You do sometimes stop talking to me for a while after these type of sessions.." I looked at him confused, tilting my head and raising a eyebrow slightly. "I do?"

"You do..a lot. One time you were talking about your game show and you didn't talk to me for about almost a week." He reminded me.

I thought to myself for a minute, thinking about his words..he was actually right. I did do that a lot. Sometimes even to Astro.

"But..why? Why do I do that?" I asked worriedly.

"Well, first...in general Vee you need to work on yourself. You can't just rely on updates for well..everything. You can't expect it to make everyone like you more or improve your attitude. You need to do that." He said, poking me with my finger slightly.

"I guess...your right. I know I'm not the best..toon usually, but I guess I really do need to work on myself to make myself well..better." I admitted faithfully.

He smiled, his sassiness kicking back in. "And that's the spirit Vee, I'm glad you can do that, it's one more step to you well...accepting yourself. I'm proud that you can do that." He said, putting his arms on his hips.

I giggled, smiling softly. "Thanks Glisten." He nodded. "But before you go, elaborating back to how you felt. It seems as if you have, disorganized attachment style?" I blinked at him, the answer finally coming to mind. "Ah, now I see it."

"But remember, you need to fix that Vee. You need to better yourself as a person, a simple "programming" isn't going to do anything for you. You need to work on it, and if you ever need help, I'm always here, alright?" I nodded, giving him a hug. "Thanks for, everything."

He patted my back, letting go. "Anytime Vee." He responded, quickly switching his back to his self centered mood. "Now, I need to go finish my nails for my show, so shoo." He said proudly, strutting with a small pose.

I rolled my eyes playfully. "And for a second I thought you were finally out of your sassy moods." I nudged him, opening the door.

"Whatever whatever, Ill see you around, Vee." He said, giving me a final last goodbye.

I shut the door slowly after, thinking about his words. Maybe I really did need to work on myself...

•[...SWITCHING P.O.V.S...]•

[~~~🐚SHELLY'S P.O.V.🐚~~~]

I opened my door, giggling joyfully. Vee had picked me, Vee had picked me. I squealed to myself, jumping onto my bed excitedly.

I hugged my dinosaur plush, thinking about her. Her smile, her face. God I was so in love. 

My heart fluttered softly, thinking about how affectionate she was being. Oh how I loved seeing that side of her.

I stared into the ceiling, thinking for a moment; an idea struck.

What if I got her a gift? Like a..improvement gift or something. She seems like she's been nicer and way better at displaying her emotions.

I smiled to myself, enjoying my idea. What would I do though? I pondered to myself while looking around my room.

Eventually my eyes locked into my crochet kit. Brightney had been teaching everyone who had went to the book club. I grinned, jumping off my bed and walking over to it. Maybe I could make her a plush with a seashell? Ill try to make it more, prettier. Maybe she'll keep it this time, at least I hope she does.

I thought to myself, proud of my idea. Hopefully Vee would like it.

•[...SWITCHING P.O.V.S...]•

[---📺VEE'S P.O.V.📺---]

I opened the door to my room, stepping inside. I stared at the reflection of my mirror.

I stared, and stared. Something always felt, off. I always felt, off.

I glared at my bow, the back at myself. God I really need to ask Dandy for a peripheral update.

I shoved off my jitters and walked over to my charging pod, opening the door and going inside.

Hopefully I could make a difference in myself, especially for..her.

maybe I could make it up to her.

I just need to, reflect.

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