"you need to see this guys it's miss c.s"

bird chats‼️

A few months after joining the bowers
I have a few friends there here and yeah. Me and the bowers go hang out commit arson and all we even egged the police cars a few nights ago.. but my nightmares are getting worse.. and more realistic.. one time I dreamt of Patrick with leeches on him he was screaming and he was in his favourite pairs of clothes black tight jeans and Tom and red and yellow shirt with his black boots and he was screaming for help one was where.. Henry went insane and killed me, belch, victor.. and the clown?.. let's just say.. he killed everyone I knew..

anyways aside from that I got a pet bird it was abandoned. One time when I was driving the trans-am belch has I got out and a bird fell on my head luckily it landed into my hands on accident and I had wide eyes and a shocked face of course Patrick was licking his lips and out of the abyss FUCKING said "wanna fry it?" LIKE- NO. wtf? Henry victor and belch took turns of mothering it of course I had to be the actual mother since i found it and i was the only girl in the group so during school we all had to relay on my dad to watch it

We named it 'eagle the faggot-' that was Henry's idea tho ngl- we actually voted on what to name it we didn't know the gender nor reason it was kicked out of the nest either way I decided to name it 'Alex' since that's a name for both genders belch did do a good job

Also I loved bullying Beverly and the losers for fun it was like a routine. Although my notebooks had to be burned since people tried to black mail me a lot I somehow managed to be able to be sadstic for once instead of pushing and throwing and hitting and spinning cats around and get scarred

It is kinda shocking how I had a soft spot for toots. The new fattie in derry. Hopefully my dad doesn't know I'm following his tracks although belch does kinda beg me for some edibles I brought back from Canada- I forgot to mention I go visit my family in Canada only for two weeks and fly back or drive back to derry which took like two weeks and three days I arrive at midnight so I go to our chill spot and yeah we meet up expect for victor and Henry. Henry's dad is a fucking dickhead

I hate on the outcasts and with normal people I usually just make fun of them and popular people? I am between make rumours and around hold yourself back from getting into a bigger mess

I wrote into the notebook I just got from my aunt c. From Canada a few days ago

Patrick: "how's 'Alex' the bird?" He said smirking as we were in the trans-am

Belch: "since when were you interested into the bird cockstetter?" He said sarcastically

Henry: "I forget we had a pet to raise together-"

Victor: "mhm?"

"Seriously? anyways run over that-" just as I spoke we ran over a stray cat I had wide eyes of shock while Patrick was smirking sadisticly