Life gets hard sometimes

Pg. 1 - Where it all started

It was a normal day I went to school then I came back I acted so happy knowing something was going to happen.

The next day I woke up very happy because today was the day I was going to attempt I didn't write any notes at all because no one would really care.

I took 17-20 pills very happily but they were nasty then I went to my friends house as we were very happy but then I went to the bathroom vomiting a lot until.. I started seeing a tunnel then fainted I was rushed to the hospital no one knowing what happened..

When I got there my mom came I woke up and I saw myself in a white room with blue certain but then I cried knowing it failed I was forced to tell my mom what happened because she would find out eventually because they were going to take blood samples to see what happened..

My mom looked so disappointed in me "why would you do that, are you crazy!?" She says as I just stare at the ceiling as I hold on my tear I then tell her "I don't wanna be here I've giving you so many hints but you were too blind to see them" she stayed quite as I got sent to another room for "mentally ill" people as I was forced to go to the bathroom with a nurse so they could change me in a purple gown; I was forced to take off everything but my underwear.

After that I had to talk with a psychologist as they asked me "did you regret trying to attempt" I look at them as I say "no" they looked at me like "are you deadass" they kept asking me questions, I had to lie for most of them of course because I didn't wanna be there for long.

Two days later some mental health police officers get me and I get put in an ambulance as we take a 50 minute drive as we get to the mental hospital I looked at everyone weird as they take me to my room my mom couldn't stay with me for long so she left at 6:40 I stayed in my room all night i didn't sleep for 4 nights straight I didn't eat for 4 days straight I just wanted to go home already I don't belong here..