grateful [Sebastian Solace x Reader]

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i want to touch on the topic of marriage soon, i feel like it would be a sweet chapter, but planning it in my head as of right now sounds like a pain. may take longer than 2 days... maybe. full version of 'sensual' (this chapter) is on my ao3 page (refer to author's notes).

"S—Sebas..." You couldn't finish your sentence, you were far too overwhelmed with everything. Before he had the chance to process everything, you collapsed onto him, he lazily wrapped his arms around you again.

Sebastian felt {nuh uh}, finally satisfied. "Weird body." He said to himself, chuckling before looking down at your slumped form.

Your hair was extremely messy, almost as if you had run fifty miles nonstop; then got caught up in a tornado.

Your body was sticky with sweat {nuh uh}

"You're so precious to me, [Name]. I really do love you, a lot." He continued on, not caring if he was basically talking to a wall. "For as long as I live, I want to dedicate it to making you happy. That's all you deserve."

"I never knew if my mom was right about love. I didn't believe her, if I'm being honest. But, this? I never would have thought in a million years that I would have been able to find true love."

He pressed his cheek to your head, something you did to him that he loved. "And yet, here you are. You quite literally changed everything. You've taken all of my firsts, I'm happy about that."

He sniffled, voice cracking just barely, "I want to make it out of here with you and try to live a normal life. I... I want to marry you, [Name]."

Maybe he would discuss this with you when you were actually awake, and not drooling on him.