idk about you but like having something I like as my personality is kind of fun I don't get why people like me I'm gideon graves and knives chau irl
a lot of the time I think about falling asleep and never waking up. who am I if I can't make someone laguh
I'm only good for jokes and half the time they aren't mine
no one will ever try to care they all just do it to make me feel better
I cant do this anymore
I feel so weird and unnatural there's nothing special about me and I feel bad to the people who like me cause they pity me and I hate when people treat me like I'm lower than them. It bothers me when people treat me like I'm weak. nobody leaves me alone
