I'll love you like I've never ever loved somebody, I'll give you things you didn't even know you wanted. Don't tell me that it's not enough my time is up, you're over us 'cause I think I might do anything for you. If you just let me. If you just let me. If you just let me. Just let me
-Sinead Harnett
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Conan's POV:
I get home, shower then I wear my hoodie and jeans with drawings on it. I'm going to visit mom, she was always my therapist.
Conans outfit:
I take my bicycle that my mom got for me before she died. I go to the garage and tear up just looking at it. I took a mini picnic basket which was filled with moms favourite chocolate, grapes and juice. I rode to the place where we buried her. It was in the Gardens near a hospital where she gave birth to Jamie and I. It was a private area.We buried her here because we wanted her to have her freedom. She called the gardens, 'Síocháin de Rogha' which translates to 'Peace of Choice'. I parked my bicycle and walked over to her tombstone. It was shiny clean because Jamie and I loved to clean her tombstone every month. "Hi mama, I'm back", I say holding back my tears.
Suddenly a purple-ish--blue-ish butterfly sits on moms tombstone, I smile knowing its her because those were her favourite colours. "I brought your favourite chocolate", I say waving it around and munching on the grapes I bought. "Jamie and I miss you, why did you have to leave us", I say with a smile and feel a tear drop on my hand. I continue smiling wiping it away.
I tell my mom what happens and the butterfly flies around the tombstone before sitting on the top of the tombstone again. "Mama, do you think he hates me?, was I dumb?", "I think I have feelings for him, I'm not sure", I say scratching my arm gently. It's been 27 minutes and I'm still here. I ate some of mama's chocolate and drank some juice. I might have to hit the gym again.
Another white-ish--yellow-ish butterfly arrives and I think it was my nana (grandmother), I smiled at them both and zone out before speaking "Hey nana, how are you", I chuckle realising she cannot respond. I feel someone watching me but I shrug it off. "Remember when you caught Jamie and I stealing the Hershey chocolate from the jar", I say laughing freely. "And then I fell on my back because you caught us", I say smiling while some tears escape my eyes.
I pick up the picnic basket and stand up before both butterfly's tickle both of my hands. This always happened when I was about to leave, I then saw a Black Rolls Royce driving away, wait what if it was August. Ugh no it can't be him, I shrug it off and walk away from mama's tombstone.
I take my bicycle and rode back home.
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I get home and find Jamie pacing in the kitchen. "Cá raibh an fuck tú?" (Translation: Where the fuck were you?), she says holding her phone in her hand while the other was over her chest. "Bhí mé ag tabhairt cuairte ar mama, ionadh nana bhí ann agus ní raibh againn ach picnic" (Translation: I was visiting mama, surprisingly nana was there and we just had a picnic), I say and she smiles.
"Sorry, I left my phone here", I say and she hugs me "Glad you're safe".
I then walk up my room and shower. I did my skincare and walked back to my room with a towel around my waist. Today has been such an awful day, I apply lotion on my body and slide on some boxers. I wore my batman pjs set. I then got on my bunny slides, I'm thirsty and I drank up my water this morning. Today was too busy.
I go downstairs, "I'm going to take a nap, if I don't wake up today I'll just wake up tomorrow morning, also don't forget to lock all the doors", I say and she gasps remembering something, while locking the doors "Rania came back from maternity-leave for a few weeks and she starts tomorrow so you don't have to join me". I nod and walk away.
"Maybe when I'm bored with this doctor stuff", I say before closing my bedroom door and locking it. I sigh, does life have to be this difficult. I take my laptop and laptop charger out of my bag, I turn it on while waiting for it to start loading, after 7 minutes of it loading and updating I entered my password which was my mom's family name, my mail was getting full and my instagram notifications were growing, the usual.
I checked my emails which was mostly full with people applying to fit into my schedule for a session. One email caught my eye, it was August asking if I can start in 2 days time. I wrote back with a 'Ok' making sure to not add any emojis. If he wants to play that game, I might as well join. But knowing myself I'd probably fail due to his beauty. I exit and charge my laptop while placing it on my desk table. I walked over to my bed and kicked of my slides and drank some of the water I brought. I jumped in my bed and immediately went to dreamland.
His fingers brushed against my skin as he bit my neck, "A-august fuck~", I moan as his tongue causes my blood to flow. "Calm down baby~ I'm not gonna go", he says pumping my cock. I groan as he starts to kiss me while pumping my cock at a fast speed. I couldn't handle it and I came. August suddenly stopped and looked me deeply in my eyes. It looked as if he never had wheelchair.
I felt myself melting as he looked at me. He flipped us over and I sat over his clothed erection and began to grind against him. "F-Fuck~, look at you being a slut for me", he says and tries to touch me but I manage to resist his hands. I begin to grind against him faster and harder while moaning his name. He manages to make it to my hole and begins to ca-
I jolt awake almost screaming. Fuck I was in the middle of a wet dream about August. I look down and find my aching erection, fucking hell I swear. I check the time '10:53PM', damn did I sleep for that long. So are we going to ignore the fact that I just had a sex dream about August?. To answer my own question, Yes.
I then remember that I was supposed to water our peppers outside, what if Jamie did it. My erection manages to die down and I look around and see my blinds and windows are still open so I get up and close them. It was so cold, I heard it might snow soon, but I hope it doesn't because if it does my job will be a living hell, why you're wondering. Well as an Orthopedic Doctor, people cause a lot of injuries and then I have to help them and trust me some of my clients are just there to flirt and look for booty calls.
But I still get the money with my salary being $24 700/per month. I guess its worth it but right now I don't get a salary because the company knows that I'm still studying a bit. I get up and walk to my study room, located next to my desk table. I begin studying and I learn more about the human body. If August was my professor, I'd pass all my classes for him.
Wait why am I thinking about him. He hurt me and I'm supposed to hate him, see this is what I'm talking about. I don't think I'm going to be able to manage being all 'tough' for him. After studying I walk back to my bed and get real sleep. Today has been way to hectic and chaotic for me.
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-NEW CHAPTER! SORRY IF MY UPLOAD SCHEDULE IS MESSED UP, SCHOOL IS EVERYWHERE AND IM STARTING WITH EXAMS SOON😊
-IM SO BORED RN
-(1399 words)
-Jade💐
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