Puck, I love you

Chapter one

Avenna's pov

We walk the same corridor together and have the same friends as each other, he practised hockey with me when he was younger with my older brothers and university league hockey having my dad as his coach. I see him almost every single day as well as supporting him in all his competitions but he still doesn't see me the way I saw him which was very disappointing to watch him talk to all of those girls although I must admit that I have been hiding my feelings for him for quite a while now.

No one quite understands the sparks I feel flying whenever he pulled me into a hug, making sure that I was doing more than fine when he made me laugh until my belly hurts, however, I was off-limits to date being his hockey coach's only daughter as if it wasn't punishment enough from cupid filling up my mind with all those delusional thoughts I swear if I ever found Cupid I'm going to make him including his stupid accomplices pay for everything that they did.

"Girl, why don't you tell the truth about the song that you wrote about him?" asked Natalia.

A thousand times I have tried to tell him yet sometimes all that comes out of my mouth was frivolity and not to mention the biggest little white lies that I told him last year now I was seeing him with his friends laughing or joking around until Kylie put him under some kind of spells that she got from the dark internet. Furthermore, I know that I was probably exaggerating and not knowing it could be further things from the truth even noticing that she made him laugh now.

I wanted to puke in my mouth and the only reason why he still sleepover at my house was to impress my papa and to make sure I was safe at night because of some accident that has happened to me in school back when I was sixteen-year-old I have a stalker which leads to series of unexplainable events nonetheless, I chose to not focus on the guy who I don't have therefore, I was putting all my entire energy on my studies or reading novels books in the library for fun.

"I don't want to lose him to her that's why I chose to stay the best friend."I pointed this out to Natalia.

Take a break Ave, you got this!

Slowly I exhaled but hopefully wished for me that everyone else did forget what happened last year because right now I was a hot Italian mess not those tall leggy blonde or brunette ones but I was average weight and have panic attacks every major moment that I even think about the past situation.

"You know you miss fifty of the shots that you don't take," advised Grayson.

Mathematics or probability were both never on my side, to begin with, anyway I should stop comparing myself to the other girls half Canadian and Italian seems to have its perks like I get to experience the best of both worlds and be proud of my heritage. I pretty much hate math more than the average person does even if I was good at it so I chose to do a more productive university degree in creative art as in the interpretation and contemporary dance.

"Maybe you should take some of your own advice and apply them to your situation with your best friend's cousin-"

Grayson interrupted me from speaking by shushing me "Hey, leave me and Flora out of this okay? I was just trying to help you out," said Grayson quietly.

Gray and I were on a similar boat stuck in the same situation the only two out of our whole friendship who likes people who were off-limits to us. As if fate was trying to play a cruel trick on us that led me to no choice except for dancing my feelings out of my system because I was simply not immune to Wyatt touched like I thought I was going to be.

In the meantime I say goodbye to my friends before walking straight into class as depressed as ever while chatting with my classmates since the teacher was a little bit late. We freestyle our own moves together to make a dance routine out of it.

For the rest of the day with my two oldest brothers Bailey & Simon FaceTime the entire family about their coaches were looking to sign hockey players or as they would call it fresh blood to their team until they asked me (how I was coping with the aftermath of last year when they started to think about moving back somewhere that was closer to home) because of my safety issues so they only way they knew how they could protect me was coming to live back with our parents.

Continually, I kept on reassuring them that they still shouldn't move back home as much as I missed them a lot, however, the world doesn't stop for anyone plus I got my friends and Wyatt protecting me.