Puck, I Love You |Rockwell series #4

Chapter two

Avena's pov

Today at university I never knew I had wanted anything else more than to put Kylie in her place like she hasn't heard of me too or the positive way women and girls uplifted each other things that were all over social media platforms not to mention how lazy this girl was like she made him do almost everything for her. I couldn't stand her even more when she started to make my best friend one of her personal lap dogs because I was sitting next to Natalia who nearly hated this girl as much as I do.

We both shared a mutual understanding of how much we hated her guts and then once he was gone to get her a plate of food to eat Kylie had taken it upon herself to comment about the food I was eating now. I don't need her unnecessary comments about me affecting my appetite especially when I wasn't in the mood today but luckily for her, I didn't wake up early and chose violence today.

"Are you seriously going to eat that?" asked Kylie, picking on me.

My mom always told me that a girl or lady who handles her business or fights with simple grace and elegance even my patience was wearing thinner than threads as I even doubt that I would have any left by the end of lunchtime. I wish I was in Rome with my grandparents on their holiday to unsubscribe from all this drama but unfortunately, i decided to come back early to get right back into dance training on the flipside i was with my friends having a great time until Kylie shows up hmmm... maybe i would just joined Jessa and Rochelle ice skating later on wishing to felt as free as a bird flying up in the air.

Although, he might like Kylie now for her looks or her body or whatever it simply does hurt me that he didn't really did anything when his new girl for tormenting me just because we were really close friends not to mention she doesn't even know anything about hockey and watched him played all the hockey games in the stand to see how much potential that he has. Either way, heavens know how hard it was to put up with the constant disrespect or lack of regards for my feelings too.

"And when are you going to mind your own flipping business, Justine?" scoffed Natalia tired of Kylie.

All of my friends started talking amongst themselves not entirely loving the way Kylie was treating me and then they decided that they had enough so all of them stuck up for me because that was the kind of friends they were. Always having my back whenever  I needed her to which I wasn't sure if arguing with the girl Wyatt was seeing was a good idea as it seemed to be a waste of time to me.

If I could have enough energy to summon up in words how I feel right now it would be flipping exhausted, tired, annoyed and good but I could be feeling better than alright if Kylie wasn't here. In the meantime, I got up from my seat. It wasn't long before Jessa and Asher stopped me from walking away from the lunch table whilst we heard Jessa speak up for me clearly stating that I belong here at this table with them and Kylie doesn't.

"Or what you are going to do about it and by the way, my name is not Justine it is Kylie." screeched Kylie.

Silently, I put my ears phone in my ears to block out Kylie screeching understanding enough that she blamed me for my older brothers rejecting her a couple of months ago on Instagram for instance, they were all in a healthy relationship except for Henderson who only wanted to focus on hockey if only it was like he was married to the sports himself. Anyways, Dante from the university Basketball team smiled at me as he walked past my table even Kylie thinks that he was smiling at her not to mention how awkwards it was to know how my boy best- friend deserves better than her, especially the way she was acting right now.

As my second older brother Bailey who was three years older than me and I joked about our brother Henderson's love for hockey more than anything in the world as his first words were something related to the sports not surprisingly though that they ended up both playing for the big league the Vancouver lions as well as Seattle Scripons.

"Say so? We all have had enough of your lame attitude towards our best friends."Retorted Jessa.

Do you want to know what really sucks about not being anyone's first choice where nobody else would consider how you feel about everything Wyatt promised me that he would never leave me alone right until he found Kylie it was like everything else changed but I still stay the same. I chose to be happy for him even though it hurts me more than I was letting on. It hits differently this time as I picture him with other girls who weren't me and each time I watched him fall in or out of love wanted to let him know that none of them understand him as I did.

Therefore, maybe love was a lie. If he still doesn't notice me like all of those girls you know those long leggy blonde hair girls and then it hits me that I should just give up on this crush. I wanted to ask myself was all this ever worth the wait until the long run. I felt my heart freeze over time not wanting to continue to watch him be happy even though I was supposed to be supportive of him as he was my best friend. In addition to this maybe I should just skip town for a while to focus on myself to learn how to put myself first.

"So what's it going to be? Me grabbing you out of here kicking and screaming or you being smart for once?" declared angry Natalia.

In every single equation or choice, I was the last selection so I read romance books to fill out these lonesome thoughts that have been developed and I simply refused to be the girl. who wanted someone to see her anymore because I know my worth even if it does come to a point where I was still supporting him even though I was more than my feisty attitude and my red ginger flames hair colour.

Therefore, I wasn't the kind of girl who keeps dragging other girls down merely not getting the boy that I yearned for also it hurt like a dagger as he thinks his heart didn't matter as long as I keep seeing his face in the crowd of my dance recitals then I know that I will be able to move on.

"I'm not afraid of you?"Kylie whimpered to Natalia.

"Oh, you should be because my girlfriend isn't afraid to throw the first punch and if you have anything else to say to our friend then say it to our face first," warned Holden.

Slowly, he began losing me as I walked away from him as I started heading toward the dance studio where I had found comfort in dancing my feelings and shaking off all of those haters until I finally became stronger enough for me.

To start dating again instead of just watching my best friend Wyatt looking so happy with his new girlfriend Kylie who was a self proclaimed untitled queen of the university because giving up for me wasn't an option to choose between heart break and starting over again. The ceiling effect was never really going to wear off unless I tried to turn my luck back around.

Lastly, the only war that I can fight in was my own battle against myself as I kept second guessing everything else around me unlike those other girls who walked around with their confidence displayed on their faces and then I had realized how I could move on with my dance partner Joey.