Chapter 13 {decision}

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i dont remember if i mentioned this earlier in the book but most of the book will be sasukes pov. ofc there are other povs its just i have enough ideas to keeps having sasukes pov.















-sasukes pov-

I grunted with my decision set in stone and i walked out of the bathroom. Naruto was in the living room watching a movie. I walked over behind him and squeezed some of the water in my hair onto his face. He jumped and yelped like a little girl. I couldnt help but laugh. He groaned and i kissed his forehead before wringing my hand together.

"Sasu, whats wrong?" He asked very concernedly. I sighed knowing i had to tell him.

"naruto, i need to talk to you, and before you say anything, you didnt do anything." i reassured him. I walked around the couch and sat next him. he looked at me confused.

"so..i may have lied to you.." i said ashamed. he just stared at me, his face kind of tense.
"m-my parents arent dead naru. I left home 6 years ago to live on my own. I couldnt be there anymore. I couldve, no....wouldve died." i looked up at him. his face still tense. I sighed.
"I...oh gosh this is hard to talk about..," i pinched the bridge of my nose as tears swelled in my eyes. i felt a light touch on my leg. a reassuring touch, one telling me that its okay without using words, one to tell me that im safe.
"Naru..my parents abused me. When i made a mistake i was beat and then thrown into my room. My father turned my door knob around so the lock was on the outside and so that i wasnt able to get out. I..i know that at school when the sensei's took attendance they would say 'Sasuke, sasuke uchiha..uchiha...not here, again.' because sometimes, my parents would forget about me and i would stay in my room for days on end. also meaning i wouldnt eat. i was lucky to have a bathroom of course. but i was so scared to take showers, i felt so vulnerable..the only reason my parents started to abuse me was because when i was 5 i got..r4ped.. (SASUKE NOOO YOU SWEET ANGEL 😞😞😞) " i paused for a second to glance up at naruto. he had small tears in the corners of his eyes, his expression wasnt as tense anymore but you could tell he was angry and sorry. i breathed out and continued talking.

-narutos pov-

My heart felt like someone had atight grip around it. I feel so bad for him. But i dont think i would have been prepared for what he was about to tell me.

"They thought i was lying. they said i was being dramatic and making up lies. they said that tv was getting to me..My big brother was the only one who really cared about me. He was always taking care of me. But my father soon told him to stop treating me so kindly. He had no choice but to follow my fathers orders. He started stepping all over me and telling me what to do during the day, but at night when our parents were asleep he would run to my room crying and apologizing. I couldnt be mad at him, it wasnt his fault. so i would just hug him and tell him it was alright." he spoke softly. my heart aching for him.

"sometimes, my parents would tell me that i was a waste of space. It started to take a stab at my heart after the first few times. So..i resorted to..hurting myself. I though that if they were hurting me then there must have been something seriously wrong with me. I thought if i hurt myself too, it would finally make them happy. anytime i was out of my room i would search the house for sharp objects. knives, scissors, sharpened pencils, razors, glass. i hid all of it in my bathroom. that was the safest are in the house i could be. i started doing this when i was 10. it continued for just almost 2 years. Finally, all my pent up anger finally broke free from my chest. I got into a fight with my father. we were hitting each other. he choked me. thats when it set me off, i ran into the kitchen while he was stuck on the floor and i opened the fridge. I wasnt surprised by the copious beer bottles in there. so i took one, and no, i did not drink it. I told him he was a fucking bitch, i hoped he would die, and soon i would be out of his life for good. I opened the bottle and poured it on his face. then i broke the glass bottle on his head, and he was out." he paused, clearly very upset with what he was currently talking to me about. i couldnt help but feel sick to my stomach. i didnt know my sasuke was like this. then he started again

"he didnt die, he just passed out. I looked up to see my mom and my brother standing a couple feet away, watching, listening, trembling. I could see the relief in my brothers eyes that i finally stood up for myself, but he was scared. he had never seen me act out like this. I was always a quiet kid and i just screamed at my father. My mother was crying, she yelled at me. she told me she wished i had never been born. she said she hated me. I agreed with everything she said. but i said nothing to her. I walked past the 2 and went up to my room. That night, i wrote a note for my brother. i packed my things and ran away. it was July 22nd, the night before my 12th birthday. I found a spot by a big beautiful weeping willow. i watched the time on my watch that my brother had secretly given me a couple years ago. I watched the time turn from 11:59 pm to 12 am. I watched the date change from the 22nd to the 23rd. then i realized, if i hadnt left that night, my father would have fored me into the police department  the day i turned 12. If i hadnt left that night, i wouldnt be here right now." he finished with a deep breath.

"Im sorry sasu....i'm so sorry for what you went through." i apologized and gave him a hug but he was tense. "is there..something else.." I prepared myself for the worst.

"My brothers birthday was the day you and i got into an argument about hinata," he stopped and dropped his head low, "he turned 24..naruto, I made the decision while i was showering that i want to go see him."
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heyy this chapter was kinda hard for me to write. the next one will be kinda upsetting but i will pull through. i hope you enjoyed this one. You are loved! HAVE A GOOD REST OF YOUR DAY OR NIGHT WHEREVER YOU ARE!

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