it's the next day around 9:00p.m. and rachel has been depressed all day just laying in bed. she didn't eat today and every time mason tried to call she would just ignore or shut her phone off.
she is in the living room sitting on the couch and looking back and forth in the kitchen. she can't help but to give into the urge to binge and purge.
she gets up from the couch and runs to the kitchen. getting everything out of the cabinets and fridge, setting it all on the couch.
ALL THE FOOD
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she sits in the chairs and just starts eating and eating. all the candy bars are gone in the next 12 minutes. she pours 2 bowls of cereal and finishes them both. she moves on to the cookie dough, putting the reeses and Hershey's whip cream in every bite. she grabs the Oreo ice cream tub and puts brownies in it, she finishes half of it.
she wants to stop but she already lost control.
she eats every single cupcake they have and every single donut. she felt sick but not sick enough to make herself throw up.
that's when she grabs the cake, grabs a fork and eats the entire thing, bite after bite. she eats the bowl of Oreos after every big bite of the chocolate cake. she dips the Oreos in the Nutella.
which did it for her causing her to run to the bathroom immediately, throwing up. she sticks her 2 fingers down her throat until she almost passed out from puking for 10 straight minutes.
she runs to her room and grabs a thing of laxatives and takes almost the entire bottle.
2 hours later
She weighs herself and she weighs less than 96 now. She weighs 89.
which wasn't skinny enough
nothing was skinny enough.
she goes to the bathroom to brush her teeth because her mouth was hurting from the sweets. she looks at her face in the mirror and there was no color. she went from tan to pale. white. very very white. her eyes had dark circles. she had a pounding headache. all she could think is.
how many calories was in this tooth paste?
she didn't care so she brushed her teeth for that seemed like hours but was 5 minutes.
she was dizzy, could barely see, tired but couldn't sleep.
she worked out for hours and hours that night. after working out she went to her bedroom but before she could make it to the bed.
