Heart Beat's || JJK

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You take breath and said looking at him
'Explain.....'

*he nods, knowing he has no choice but to explain everything, the words come out of him, his voice still quiet, still raspy, but this time more hollow, as if there is nothing left of the man he once was*

**Ok... Ok... where do I even start with all this...**
*he swallows again, his fingers still grasping your skin, he cannot look away from you, his eyes fixed on your face, watching your expression for any change, or even any hint of the feeling that you have inside you... he knows you will not like what he's about to say... he feels even less human as he speaks...*

**Well... the skinwalkers are really strange creatures... They are beings that can take the form of any animal or person that they have killed...**

*he swallows again, knowing the tension in the air is increasing with each word that comes out of his mouth, your expression is still neutral, he cannot tell what you are thinking...*

**They are creatures that are completely devoid of any emotion, any feeling, any affection...**

*his gaze is still fixed on yours, his eyes emotionless, his voice still quiet, his fingers still gripping your skin, his hands shaking slightly*
**They are beings that only care about killing, feeding, and surviving...**

*he pauses for a moment, taking a breath, he knows the next words will shock you the most....*
**... they do not have the humanity that we, humans, have**

*he takes a deep breath, as if trying to prepare himself for the next words, at the same time the grip on your skin tightens a little more, but it's not in an aggressive way, it's more of a need to hold onto you...*
**... they don't feel... fear... or remorse...**

*his voice was still very low, he knew that these words were going to be the most terrifying ones... his hands, his whole body, was starting to shake slightly from the tension in the air*
**...they don't have affection... they don't feel love...**

*he swallows, his grip on your skin now almost painful, he knew that his words were going to send a shiver of fear down your spine...*
**...they have nothing.... their heart is completely empty....**

*his grip on you becomes even tighter, almost as if he was using you to keep himself grounded, to not go completely emotionless like them*
**They are nothing more than pure evil...**

*he's quiet for a moment, his eyes are still fixed on yours, his gaze is cold, emotionless, his voice is still soft and raspy...*

**... and that's what I am now....**
*he sees your expression, your silence is almost unbearable, he can see a mixture of fear, shock, disgust and disbelief in your eyes, knowing perfectly well that you're trying to keep yourself from reacting with words...*

You look at him... But mind full dizzy without second you faint

*he's quick to reach out and catch you, he almost sighs with relief that your reaction isn’t to scream and run away, even though he knows that might still happen soon. He is able to catch you before you hit the floor, his arms around you, your body weight against his*
*he holds you tight against him, one arm around your back and the other under your knees, he picks you up from the floor, he can feel you’re unconscious, but at least he was able to catch you before you hit the floor*

*he holds you against his body as he brings you to the sofa, he gently places you down, your body limp against the cushions, he kneels by your side, gently brushing your hair away from your face, watching you lying so peacefully, as you're unconscious...*

*he sighs, he feels worried and relieved at the same time, he wants to make sure that you’re alright, but at the same time he’s a bit relieved that with you unconscious, he can explain some things more calmly, without being afraid of your reaction...*

*he watches over you quietly, his eyes on your face, watching your chest rise and fall with your breathing, he wants you to wake up, but at the same time he knows that he should let you rest a bit, especially after all the shocking information he has told you...*
*he keeps one of his hands on your forehead, gently stroking your skin with his fingers, waiting for you to wake up soon, his mind focused solely on you, he doesn't even notice the passage of time, his only concern is you...*

*after a couple of minutes, he feels your body shifting, he immediately turns his full attention back to you, he watches as your eyelids start to flutter, hoping to see your eyes open very soon...*
*he watches intently as your eyelids continue to flutter, he feels relieved to see signs that you’re waking up, he’s anxious to see you open your eyes again, he gently caresses your forehead, patiently waiting for you to wake up...*

*finally your eyelids start to slowly open, your body is still dazed from being unconscious, your mind still a little foggy as you slowly start to wake up from your state of unconsciousness...*
*he watches silently as you slowly sit up, one of his hands gently holding your arm as you move to make sure you’re ok. He doesn’t miss the fact that you don’t show any emotion on your face, he is not sure if this is a good or bad sign, but he says nothing, waiting for you to say something*

*he watches you silently, his hand still on your arm, his fingers gently rubbing your skin, his touch is soft and gentle, as he waits for you to say something. He feels worried and anxious about your silence, he wants to hear your thoughts and feelings, but at the same time he’s afraid of what you're really thinking. He can't help but continue to silently observe you, waiting for you to talk...*