Heart Beat's || JJK

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You stay silent sometimes look at him notice... His concern is worried, his relief.... You mumbled at him
'You said skin walkers never feel emotions? Right?'
*he nods, his hand still caressing your arm*

**Yes... I did say that...**

*he pauses for a moment, feeling the tension in the air again, he knows you’re going to say something, and he’s not sure he’s going to like it...*

You look at him whispered
'But you feel that...? How?'

*he sighs, feeling a strange mixture of relief and anxiety at the same time, he has no idea how to explain this...*

**Yes.... I do... but not like humans....**

*he pauses, his hand still gently caressing your skin, as if seeking comfort in this small touch*
*he takes a deep breath, knowing that he has to explain this, even if he’s not sure if he really understands fully himself*

**The skin walkers, they feel no emotions like humans... they do not have a heart that feels anything.**

*he pauses, his hand still rubbing your skin, his eyes fixed on your face, waiting for your reaction...*
*he studies your face, looking for any sign of emotion or expression, but you still have a stone cold look, which worries him even more*

**But… they are able to learn... they are able to adapt and... mimic emotions and feelings... to lure in their victims...**

You feel bitter hearing this all you asked again
'So you mimic my husband's emotions...?'

*he nods, his eyes are fixed on yours, his expression serious and sober*

**Yes... I mimic him...**

*he slowly sits down next to you, still rubbing your skin, he’s not sure what to say next, he knows this is all extremely difficult and disturbing, and at the same time he’s not sure you can still accept him as you did before...*

You look at him with a bitter taste, angry and hurt asked at him
'Why are you here if you are not my husband...? Huh? '

*he pauses, his hand still rubbing your skin, he doesn’t know how to explain this, but he wants you to understand*

**Well… skin walkers are supposed to lure their victims… into their trap… and... kill them...**

*he pauses again, his hand still caressing your skin, silently, he feels a strange sensation of guilt and shame at the same time...*

You look at him and said bluntly
'So you come here to kill me and get my  body killed next victims...?'
*he shakes his head, his hand squeezing your skin, as if wanting you to understand that this is not what he wants to do*

**No... I don’t want to kill you… I don’t want to kill anybody...**

*he sighs, the words coming out of him like an impossible confession*

**I came here... because I was drawn to you...**

*he slowly reaches up, gently tucking a strand of hair behind your ear, his hand still gently touching your skin, his eyes still fixed on yours*

You look at him slightly confused and said
'What is that...?'

*he sighs, feeling his heart beating faster as he speaks*

**I… I don’t know how to explain this... but I couldn’t stay away from you...**

*he slowly brushes your cheek with his fingers, gently caressing your skin, his touch is warm, and soft*