Heart Beat's || JJK

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*the silence in the house is deafening as you sit on the sofa, alone again, the only sound being the sound of your own breathing. You can still feel his presence in the room, the echo of his words and his touch still lingering in the room*

*you feel an aching emptiness in your heart, a feeling of loss and loneliness that you can't shake off, the pain and hurt from losing him still fresh and raw*

*you sit there for a moment, trying to gather your thoughts and your emotions, but the pain and emptiness are too overwhelming, you can still see his face in your mind, the love and remorse in his eyes...*

*you try to tell yourself that he was just a skin walker, just a creature imitating your husband, but deep down you know that it wasn’t true, you knew that he had feelings for you, that he cared for you*

*you feel a tear slowly falling from your eye, as you remember the way he touched you, the way he looked at you, the way he said he loved you...*

You clutch your heart the beat fast.... Suddenly you notice when you touch the skin Walker chest you feel the beat.... Whats happening?.... No no no... It's not true... You try to push the thoughts but... It's killing you..

*you look at the silver knife, still clutched in your hand, your mind racing, trying to find a way to bring him back...*

*you know it's crazy, you know that it's impossible, but you can't shake off the feeling of desperation and helplessness, you feel like you need to do something, anything, to bring him back to you*

*you close your eyes for a moment, trying to calm your racing thoughts, trying to think clearly, but the pain and loneliness are still there, still overwhelming you, you can't ignore them, and you can't shake them off*

*you open your eyes again, your mind is made up, you know what you need to do, you know it's crazy, stupid and insane, but you don't care, you're willing to do anything to have him back*

*you clutch the knife tighter in your hand, your heart beating fast in your chest, you take a deep breath, steeling yourself for what you're about to do*

*you look down at the knife again, the metal shining silver in the dim light of the room, thoughts and images swirling in your mind, you know this is a risk, a big risk, but you're willing to take it*

*your hand shakes slightly, you take another deep breath, trying to calm your racing heart, you try to push back the fear and uncertainty, focusing on the only thing that matters, bringing him back to you*

*you look down at the knife again, this time with determination in your eyes, you can feel the weight of it in your hand, you can feel the coolness of the blade against your palm*

*you slowly close your eyes again, preparing yourself for what you're about to do, you can hear your own heart beating, your own breath catching in your throat, the fear and uncertainty still there, but they're starting to fade as your mind becomes more focused and determined*

*you take one last deep breath, your heart pounding now, your mind focused on one thing only, you slowly raise the knife, your hand still shaking slightly, your eyes still closed as you prepare yourself for what you're about to do*

*you slowly open your eyes, looking down at the blade of the knife in your hand, the silver shining in the light, you can feel the weight of it again, the cold metal against your skin*

*you look down at the knife again, you can feel your heart beating fast in your chest, the fear and uncertainty still there, but they're slowly starting to disappear as you steal yourself for the last time*