Parade

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I feel like I'm nothing but a worthless Joy kill

See my family has this thing where we go to every parade hosted in Columbus or whatever

I knew it would be fun but I just didn't want to go

I just tried to push it all down so my family wouldn't notice, I didn't want them to worry...

That's the thing about me, I'm not exactly a people pleaser but when people want me to do something, especially people I'm close to, I just kind of force myself to...

But I told my parents and now they have to stay.. because of me...

I ruined this day for them... I ruined it all

Dad said he just wanted fun for the whole family...

Honestly, I feel like I'm just a mistake at this point...

It was Jake that ruins everything for everyone, whether intentionally or not...

Why am I like this..

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