My forever lasting champain coast

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A/N - The note in this chapter are from Jax's (@Leila3742831) fanfic runaways

I feel sorry for bon-bon we should never have had that argument. I shouldn't have made her uncomfortable. I cant believe i canceled our coffee dates, i miss the little chats we had, i miss bumping into her in the corridore when dropping something off in the office, i miss my bon-bon. I sat reminiscing in my own thoughts whilst trailing patterns on my sons back as he falls asleep.
I get brought back to reality as i feel my little Jamie start to stur, so i gently pick him up and take him up to his space themed bedroom i painted for him whilst i was pregnant. After i get him settled once again i decided to write an apology letter to Bon-bon. I felt it was the only correct way to apologise to her after what happened that day in the nursery. I started it once, twice, three times but i just couldn't seem to start it correctly.
It finally came to me.

Dear Bon-bon,
Im sorry for getting mad at you. I dont know what i would do without you. I miss our coffee meetings, I miss our chats in the hallways, I miss making you smile. If i could go back to the day we first met i would. As long as i would have more time with you. I'll forever be holding your hand through everything you're going through. I now understand evrything. I'm sorry for not realising sooner and just storming off. I should have stayed and you could tell me what it was about. Now i realise why you have that ring. I'm sorry.

I miss you.

-Yours Truly Viv

I just hope she will take me back.

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