If I die,I'll die happy.With your hand on my heart.(A jegulus fic)☀︎☆❤️💚

A Talk with a bother

"Mooooonyyyy,my mooon bear,my moonbeam,my-" "Sirius if you say an other word with moon in it I think I will have to kill you" Remus says.It has been 5h with Sirius.And most of the time he has been great.They had there little head on the shoulder moment,and cute train couple things.But 5h in Sirius has just had a burst of energy.why,why,why now he thinks fondly.He does love Sirius with everything in him,buttt he also had to get up at the crack of dawn to catch this train.

"Wouldn't you love to.What would you do it with" Sirius asks suggestively "my hands" Remus says in a low voice. "I would let you" Sirius says this as the train takes an abrupt stop,causing the sexy line to be more or less clumsy.

"Aw,man we were getting to the good part" Sirius yells at the ceiling of the little compartment.He honestly loves the train.It's always so soothing to watch the world pass you by.That how Remus lupin feels,like the world is just happening to him.Sirius is where that feeling complicates.In a way that Sirius makes him feel as though Remus could also be happening to the world.That he isn't just watching as everyone lives there life in happiness,while he is in a sad little corner.

Sirius make him feel so alive,like being brought back from death.Sirius IS the air that Remus breathes.He can't live without the man,no matter how hard he had tried.Well that was until he figured out that it was plain useless to try and atop the inevitable.So here he is now with Sirius madly in love and never going to let go.

"Moons can you get my trunk" Sirius said with a wink. "If you think your getting killed today by my hands,you would be wrong" to this sirius starts pouting "or did you forget the reason we are here in the first place" when Sirius hear's the mention of why they are actually here he visibly brightens. " oh,how could I forget.My dear brother,he has finally grown up." Sirius smiles gratefully as he passes him his trunk.
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When they get out they see Effie waving at them with a smile. "Hello,my boys.are you guys all ready" she said as she gives Sirius a peck on the cheek and hug for both of them.Remus loves Effie,not just for being his second mom(because his died at a very young age).But for being the mom that Sirius never had.Sirius ran away from his parents at 16 looking for refuge from his abusif family.His family never showed him true love,care and compassion.So the potter took him in and did that for him.

He watch for years the way that his family would try to shape and change him.But in the end it was not the black's that changed him it was the potter's.To an outsider the change from Sirius being in the black family house to being in the potter's had little to no change.But if you where closer to him you could see how much good the potter have done for Sirius,and are still doing.

They lead and care for him, to make better options and give him the room to grow.They nurture,and the by product of his is tremendous.He has always been a sweet boy on the inside,and when he moved to the potter's,that sweet boy came out.And now that sweet boy is out,and has token over Sirius's heart.

Remus loves that sweet boy.His sweet boy.
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When they arrive home Sirius feels himself smile.He loves the potter's.His home,not just his house.But his HOME. His Home ,homehomehomehomehomehoemhomehome.

Before he can blink he almost knocks down the door and crashes into a running James potter.They both collapse on the floor hugging each other "WHAT.THE F-HECH GUYS IT WAS A WEEK.ONE WEEK" Remus says exasperated. "A week is long time,right prongsie" Sirius says but is muffled a bit by James's arm.And then James nods his head vigorously.

Then they both get up and Sirius turn's towards this brother who had just walked up and now is leaning on the doorway. "Reggieeeeee" Sirius says with a bright smile.He is honestly so happy that his bother is here.He isn't happy about the circumstances that brought him here but none the less extremely happy. "Oh dear bother how Iv'e missed you" regulus squirms a bit but finally give in.Teh hug is everything that Sirius needs and wished for.To have his bother in his arms,to keep him safe from the world,to protect him at all cost.He truly loves his bother and he knows that his bother truly loves him too.