As their lips met in a searing k!ss, Josh poured all his love, all his fear, and all his sorrow into it. He clung to him, his nails digging into his back, needing to feel every inch of him, needing to remember every touch, every sensation. Jungko0k's hands moved to his tiny waist, lifting the impatient blonde onto him. Josh str@ddled him, his breath coming in ragged gasps as he looked into his dark eyes. He reached up, brushing a tear from his cheek.
"Why are you crying?" he asked, his voice filled with concern.
"I just... love you so much," Josh choked out. It was the truth, even if it wasn't the whole truth.
He kiss€d him again, deeper this time, as if he could k!ss away his pain. Josh let himself get lost in him, in the way he made him feel so alive, even as his heart was breaking. Josh moved against him, slow and deliberate, savoring every second, every sensation. Their love m@king was intense, filled with a raw, desperate passion. Josh r0de him, his hands braced on his chest, feeling the steady thump of his heartbeat beneath his palms. Tears streamed down his face, but he didn't stop, couldn't stop. This was all they had, this moment, this fleeting slice of time where he was his.
Jungko0k's hands gripped his hips, guiding his movements, his eyes never leaving his. "You feel so good," he groaned, his voice husky with need.
"So do you," Josh replied, his voice barely a whisper. He bent down, kiss!ng him again, tasting the salt of his own tears on his puffy lips.
"Aahh Josh calm down.." The tall brunette whispered as he shut his eyes embracing the nasty desires.
As they moved together, the world outside their bedroom ceased to exist. There were only the two of them, their bodies entwined, their souls touching. The cunning blonde felt the climax building within him, a wave of pleasure tinged with unbearable sorrow. He came with a sob, his body shaking with the force of it, and the tall brunette followed soon after, his release mingling with his mates' own. They lay there, wrapped in each other's arms, the aftershocks of their l0ve making still rippling through them. The lewd blonde buried his face in the crook of his neck, breathing in his intoxicating scent, trying to memorize everything about him.
"I love you." The nasty blonde said again, his voice softer now, laced with exhaustion.
"You need to stop manipulating me like this Josh. I'm going to be a father. We can't behave like this. It's so gross, so wrong." The tall brunette replied, his voice breaking once more.
The notorious blonde just slid his hand inside the blanket wrapping his cold fingers around his thick dxck. The shameless blonde taps the tip of his hard dxck over his anu& and the tall brunette shudders under his lusty spell. Soon the lewd blonde sat over the weak brunette with a seductive smirk plastered all over his spotless face. The tall brunette tried to cease him from doing so but he never stopped. Instead he pushed his ere€ct member deep into his rim and m0aned near his ear as he leaned forward resting his bare chest over his. His warm breathing sent chills down the notorious blonde's spine and he was intoxicated with seeking pleasure. The two desperate past lovers were losing their control and with each stroke a teardrop escaped their eyes since they recall everything that happened in their tough life. They just wanted something to fill up their void. Even though this was completely inappropriate in all the essence but deep down they both were still glad that they met like this. Josh held him tighter, afraid to let go, afraid of what the future held.
"Kookie, please stay with me..I love you so much."
"This is wrong, please stop. Let me go Josh.." the tall brunette pleaded in his feeble voice. The scenario he was now stuck in reminded him a lot about his past life. He began to see flashbacks of how Josh used to manipulate him back in the orphanage and have his way with him. He was shattered and felt dirty but deep down he was so upset, more like broken that his nasty actions made him relax, his heat was soothing his scars. The tall brunette was bleeding and the kindness Josh offered acted as an ointment to his wound.
The lewd blonde was nibbling over his n!pples, "Kookie your skin is so soft and so virbant. Umm I can't stop it. I can't stop fxcking you aahhh."
Josh kept whispering in his soft voice but the tall brunette was too weak to speak up. He just came inside of him and didn't let Josh get off his body. He might be rude and mean to him but he can't deny the fact that back when he was a teen Josh was all he thought about. A boy with blonde hair, dreamy hazel eyes, a vibrant smile, a well toned body and a smart mind made him superior to the rest of the boys. His charming persona bewitched the naive teen and he fell in love with him. The tall brunette chuckles recalling the way he was crazy about Josh while playing with his blonde hair. Back then his one glance gave the tall brunette a mini heart attack.
"Now that I look back, there was a time where I was in love with you Josh. But I guess things got messy and I started despising you."
"I'm sorry Kookie. Please forgive me.." There was no response from the tall brunette hence Josh rose his neck just to see him sleeping peacefully.
As the tall brunette drifted off to sleep, Josh lay awake, his mind racing. Josh couldn't tell him. Not yet. He couldn't bear to see the light fade from his dreamy doe eyes, to watch as hope turned to despair. But he knew that day was coming, and it was coming soon. He wouldn't let him slide from his embrace not again. He will do anything even if it means trapping and locking the tall brunette in the dungeon for the rest of his life. He was desperate, in search of his long lost love. There was this supreme urge burning inside his heart to fix things up now. He wanted to treat the tall brunette nicely, show him what true love looked like.
"I lost you once and that was the biggest loss of my life Kookie. I kept searching for you but never got a chance to meet you. Now that God sent you towards me I won't repeat my old mistakes. This time you are mine. You belong to me my love." The cunning blonde kissed his cheeks while he was sound asleep and kept caressing his soggy d*ck.
Josh was selfish but he convinced himself that loving someone isn't selfish so he closed his eyes, letting the tears fall freely now. He would hold on to this moment, this perfect, painful moment, for as long as he could. Since all too soon, it would be gone, and he would be left with only memories and an aching void where his heart used to be. And so, with a heart full of love and sorrow, Josh held the love of his life close, praying for more time, knowing it was a prayer that would never be answered while the tall brunette was fast asleep since deep down he understood he couldn't replace your presence from his heart. He knew the tall brunette was deeply in love so much so that he was desperate to change his way of life but he was not ready to let him go.
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