Falling For A Single Mother KTH FF ✔️

Chapter 15

Double update!

Y/N'S P.O.V

My sight blurs,

"Taehyung_"

"I know this sounds absurd, heck it terrifies me. The attachement I have with her, the feelings I hold for this little angel. everything terrifies me. But- "

I look in his glistening eyes,

"I am more terrified of anything happening to her, to not being able to be there for her. I know I have no rights but still I don't have reigns over my heart. " and my tears fall.

" So, please. Believe me, I would never put her in a situation that is not good for her. You know it's not about her coming to the office, she can. But, that enviorment isn't good for her. You will be working, even I will be caught up with work, and then we won't even know what will go inside her little head seeing her two precious people ignoring her for their work. " I nod while sniffing, keeping tears in check, and reckoning his words.

"Y/n," his warm fingers curled around my chin making me look into his eyes.

"don't . I know something from past is bothering you-" My eyes widen

"-I am aware that you are maintaining your distance from me, wary of my presence, and after this, even anxious of leaving Voni alone but darling, you are worried about past,"

his hand nurses my left side of face, caressing my cheek as he spoke,

"that's  gone. We are in present, it's differe-"

"What if it is not?" I whisper, afraid someone might hear and it might happen,

"What if it is? What are you so worried about? Is it the fear that past might come to present?" I shake my head, lowering my eyes.

"Then, is it the possiblity that the present might mimic the past?"

My blurry gaze met his, his eyes searching for mine.

I am afraid, denial is something he didn't find and fear is something that's shinning too brightly in my orbs to stay hidden.

"Are you afraid I might be h-" I shake my head, chocking on my tears and lowering my head. I don't want to doubt him, but I am afraid. Am I wrong to be anxious ? Am-

"You are, you are afraid that I might turn out just like that bastard."

A shiver glides down my spine when I hear his last words, his cadence has lost its warmth. He didn't utter the last words, he spat them as if it's taking him lot of resistent to say that.

I am unable to form a reply, how can I? I am lost, ashamed even- for not able to discern good people from bad.

"Mum-ma." I froze, but then she just snuggles into my neck and her soft even breath fall over my skin.

"Let me put her to sleep?"

Taehyung's warm voice reaches me, and mindlessely I nod.

What could go wrong when he- my thoughts stop when I realise what I am thinking, how natural it is for me to trust Taehyung when it comes to Voni but then, are my fears invalid?

'They aren't but you are afraid to trust Taehyung with your heart. It's your own fear that you have associated with Voni.'

I sit there, perplexed at the sudden realisation. It's been about me,

"God" I mutter cupping my face in my palms.

It al crashes down on me - I never had the courage to stop Taehyung from meeting Voni, even when I wasn't talking to him, not once I declined his offer to meet her or talk to her.