Longing for the love

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Mian was standing while gripping on her sword tightly. Jingyi was helping the physician who was checking the unconscious Wangji. Jingyi placed the wet cloth on Wangji's forehead, they both were concerned. Mian sighs and looks towards the physician. "Is he going to be alright?", she asks softly. The physician checks the boy's pulses and trails his eyes over his face.

He shakes his head lowly and turns to face her, "Is he inhaling something?". Mian nods softly and glanced at the unconscious form of her gonza, "Yes, the heat pills". The physician sighs and shakes his head lightly, "Nobody should sale that kind of pills. Its dangerous", he says and looks at the unconscious male's face again. He feel sad that this such a beautiful man was laying here unconscious, addicted to the drug.

"Does the Emperor knows about this?", he asks while picking up some herbs from his old worn out bag. Mian shakes her head lightly, "His Majesty will kill us if he comes to know about this", she says.

"But won't he eventually come to know after seeing his state?", the physician asked while he started rubbing the herbs together. "We are aware of that..but we are scared to tell him the truth", Jingyi uttered this time while wiping the sweat off Wangji's face. The other male nodded and looked down at the beautiful boy.

"Such beauty..its hard to even understand that such beauty exists", he uttered softly and put the herbs in the bowl. Mian watches in concentration, "Indeed he is, not  emperor went crazy just like this", she said, "Is he going to be okay?"

The physician nodded, "There is still some time left, if gonza stops taking the pills right away from today. He is going to be just fine and if he continues taking it", he sighs, "I am sorry to say this but..he will loose his dear life". Jingyi and Mian exchanged their glances in relief, "So today he went unconscious and vomited blood..is this side effect?", Mian questioned.

The physician nodded, "Yes it is, be careful from now on and don't let gonza take any of the pills..even one may cost much", he spoke the last line in much low tone. Mian and Jingyi nodded slowly and Mian started trying to find the pills where Wangji has it kept hidden. She wanted to throw them all away and also request the Concubine Zhao and Concubine Dilmurat to don't supply him pills anymore.

Afterwards Physician left giving the medicine which he made just then with the herbs to Jingyi. He warned them again to not involve the beautiful Lan in that pills again. After he left, Mian straight went to request the two concubines about not giving the pills while Jingyi went and made the unconscious Lan to take the medicine.

After just 30 minutes, Wangji slowly opens his eyes, his body shudders with weakness. He tried to sit up while whimpering softly. Jingyi who heard from kitchen rushes inside and took the other in his arms. "Oh Lan Gonza, look at you..please lay down", he utters with concern, "You are already too weak, you need rest".

Wangji couldn't handle himself and slowly laid down, he looked out to the garden and saw the sun setting down. "W-what..happened to..me?", he asked softly with so much struggle. Jingyi stared at him with pain and lowered his head, "You suddenly went unconscious for about whole day now..we were worried, we called physician and he said you need proper rest and to not take those pills again..it might cost you your life Gonza".

Wangji stared at him and looked at the ceiling, he sighed deeply. "Gonza the physician has also given me some medicines which you should take after every meals", Jingyi uttered while slowly taking Wangji's hand in his. He brings the hand up to his lips and trails his lips on his gonza's soft knuckles. Wangji watches while staying silent. "I care so deeply for you Gonza..please don't try to end your life like this.."

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Wuxian arrived and closed the door behind him. He saw his beautiful concubine was sitting on the bed while sipping the hot soup which had medicine in it. He went and sat on the edge of the bed admiring the beautiful man infront of his eyes, he smiled softly.

"Your hands are shaking..are you nervous?", he asks while gazing at Lan's hands which were slightly shaking. Wangji slowly placed the bowl on the side table and placed his hands on his lap. "Don't worry, I am not here to do anything..I was just here to check on you. I have some important things to do so..", He places his hand on top of the others', "Take care and sleep well okay?"

Wangji nodded softly, he looked down. Wuxian leaned closer and tilted the others' head upwards by the chin. He softly pecked his lips and his cheeks. He then stood up and left the chamber. Wangji sat there watching the closed door from where Wuxian went. He turned his head and looked up towards the moon from the window. It was glowing, so beautifully. Oh he was a beautiful prisoner in the golden cage.

He stared at the moon and missed his husband Xichen dearly. The tears itself started making his eyes glossy, his heart pained like nothing. He felt miserable, everyone around him was eyeing him. He felt that, he can trust no one when he is this beautiful.

Not even the person who have been staying with him the whole day and night. He can yet trust no one. He longed for his husband so much..one day Xichen will come and will get him out of this pathetic life, like how he did in the past. He'll do it again.

Wangji slowly laid back down on the bed and covered his body with the duvet. He closed his eyes and fell into deep sleep.

Next morning, he woke up and saw Mian was already pulling out the new set of hanfu for her gonza and he can clearly smell the sweet scent of tea coming from the kitchen. Probably Jingyi was making tea for him. He sat up, he was feeling a bit better now. Mian looked behind and immediately came forward.

"How are you feeling Gonza?", she asked concerned. Wangji nods his head slowly resting his back on the headboard of the bed. "I am feeling better than yesterday", he uttered softly and just then Jingyi walked out of the kitchen with the tea pot and cup for his gonza. He bowed deeply and placed the tray on the side table.

"Good morning Lan Gonza", Jingyi uttered while standing beside Mian. Wangji just nodded and Mian started pouring him a cup of tea, she then handed the cup to him who took it and slowly sipped the hot tea. It was sweet and refreshing, he closed his eyes and sighs. "I will go prepare medicine in the soup", Jingyi uttered and walked back inside the kitchen.

Wangji stared at his fading back and looked down at the tea, he sipped it and then at the Mian who looked slightly relieved that he was ok.

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Heya! So I hope you enjoyed this chapter and please don't forget to write your opinions on this one and I am really disheartened and disappointed that I am not getting any more support on my new story -

But of course its not my choice to force you into it. I do not want to forcefully usher you to read it.

Love ya~

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