Taehyung and jin wiped his tears and tried to hug omega, but hoseok didn't let them. They asked if joon can stay with them for sometime which Hoseok refused, jack rolled his eyes but he did agree with Hoseok as he thought maybe joon will leave them and go with his real family after every thing settle down. Even he doesn't wanted Jackson was so insecure, that his eyes never leaved joon who was talking to his brother still not fully talking but only nodding. Jimin and kook leaved as it was too late but jin and taehyung stayed behind with yoongi, while joon's uncle and grandpa said goodbye till next time.
"J- joonie~ it's really late and your heat just finished rest up baby, you two? I- if wanna stay o- over you
can—". Jackson didn't want them to stay over, joon to go there with them what if he never came back to them.
"No, thank you uncle we will get going now— you too yoongi stand up and let's go". Jin said and taehyung nodded standing up and pulling yoongi with them.
"Why would I? This is my mate's house— I can stay here right Mr. Jung". Yoongi pulled himself away from them and stood behind joon who was smiling, his alpha was big and he was trying to hide behind his small body he felt proud and stood there like a wall.
"No you can't, why what you wanna do to my baby, bastard go back to your house and no stay over, get lost". Hoseok frowned, he yelled which yoongi respond with quick move which getting from the house as soon as he can.
"I'll see you soon joonjoon— bye, love you". Yoongi yelled giving a flying kiss to the omega, who noded.
"You— how dare you say to my kid that?". Hoseok hugged joon from side, his baby was smiling, Hoseok pulled Jackson and hugged him too it was group hugging time.
"I'll go to bed then, good night papa, dad and thank you for everything love you". Namjoon said, he kissed Hoseok cheeks and Jackson cheeks too.
When jack got in the shower while Hoseok made their bed, he was thinking joon saying "thank you for everything" Jackson didn't want to think that way but what if joon is going to leave them while they are sleeping or maybe he said that because he is going to leave them forever and live with his family. What will happen with Jackson, he loves his baby namjoon. He truly wants him to live with them, he thinks joon as his child which Jackson gave birth. He wanted namjoon in his life, now he was standing where he can't live without his only child namjoon.
"Seokie~ now everything is fine with joon family. Will he leave us?". Hoseok was half layed on the bed while Hoseok was hugging his waist.
"WHAT? Why did you said that— n- no, he will not... Maybe, he will not". Hoseok eyes shot open he was also struggling with insecurity.
"He is my kid seokie— even he wants I'll not let him, I'll bind him with me i can't give up on him— do something alpha— my heart hurts, don't let our kid go". Hoseok said his eyes were fill with tears, he hugged his alpha tightly.
"Oh! My poor omega~ we can't bind him here with us my lovely wife you should consider his feelings too". Hoseok was so gentle he pecked on omega's lips while talking.
"What about me? What about me, my purpose of being omega was finally complete, It's really tough not become a mother when you want to be. The feelings are deep and complex, mixing personal dreams with societal pressures, struggle makes me feel frustrated or inadequate, and dealing with these emotions requires a lot of strength and kindness toward myself". Hoseok cried on Hoseok chest, his omega was crying too the child is his, he can't just gave them to someone else.
"I'm sorry— i really can't fill that emptiness inside you my omega even I want". Hoseok said and hugged him while patting on his back, so Jackson calm down.
"It's not your fault I was born
defected — I wanted to be mother and I did when joon came but if he leaves me alpha~ I will never collect the courage to face myself". Jackson's omega was desperate, looking at any kid always melted his hurt. He wanted his too, but unfortunately he can't get his own kid.
"Papa— dad? You two sleeping?
Well— noonas aren't here? The home is too quite, I'm scared I can sleep here with you two right?". Namjoon came looking for his parents with one pillow in his hand, peeking through the door he smiled awkwardly.
"Hm.. well, why not haha! Come baby~". Hoseok leave space between him and jack, where joon layed down happily and hugged his papa not looking at Hoseok who pouted.
"So— what you talking about? Did you two fought? Why I can feel papa is hurting?". Namjoon saw jack sad smile, jack can't show joon he is in pain because he can't bind him.
"You can feel him—". Hoseok was shock, well an omega is attached to their kid by hurt which only they can feel if the omega is marked by kid's real parent but joon wasn't there kid.
"Why not? Every child can feel his mother's problem— did you yelled at him, shame of you?". Namjoon said, he pushed his dad away from his papa and put a wall of pillows between them.
"No, i didn't he just crying his own joonie~ let's sleep baby". Hoseok wanted his kid with him too, he layed a little far from joon but hold his hand while sleeping.
"Tomorrow is my birthday, I want something from you two I'll let you know tomorrow and please be agree on them". Joon said, looking at ceiling and once more jack'a heart sank in insecurity.
To be continued....
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