Chapter 48

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"Did you see who attacked him?"

"Do you know why?" 

"Why didn't you do anything?"

"Did you know that he's dead now?"

"STOP IT STOP IT STOP IT!" I yell. "I wanted to help him, I was just in shock. This is all my fault." 

"This is what happened..."

**THREE HOURS EARLIER**

"I know, lets go to the mall!" Trevor exclaims.

"Okay Ricky, Lowri and Trevor in my car and Kian and Sam in JC's car," Connor says.

We all get into the cars and drive to the mall. All of a sudden, a familiar song comes on the radio.

'I wanna fly, but I just can't live without you 

Yeah, you make me cry, but I know that I just can't hurt you'

"I'm on the fucking radio, do you hear that? Oh my fucking god!" Trevor screams. I grab his cheeks and kiss him.

"I'm so proud of you baby," I whisper.

We arrive at the mall. Connor parks the car and we all get out of the car. Trevor and I skip into the building, hand in hand. I this one store and I see this cute outfit in the window. I press my face against the window and look at the outfit. It's a short, but long sleeved, black lacy dress with lace tights and black high heels. I wish I could pull off something like that. I feel arms wrap around my waist, our reflection in the mirror shows that it's Trevor. 

"Do you want to try the outfit on?" he asks.

"Can I?" I ask while turning to look at him. He nods. I drag him into the shop and find a worker.

"Excuse me, can I try on the outfit that's in the window please?" I ask. She smiles.

"Of course you can," she answers. She goes off to the window and comes back with the outfit.

"Thank you," I say as she hands it to me. I go off to the changing rooms as the boys follow. I go into one of the stalls and close the curtain. I change out of my clothes and  put on the outfit. I look in the mirror, do a twirl and smile. I open the curtain and the boys are on their phones. I cough and they look up. Trevor eyes me up and down and the other boys have their jaws dropped.

"You look...sexy," Trevor says while smirking. I blush and look at the other boys.

"What do you guys think?" I ask the other boys.

"If I say anything, I'm pretty sure Trevor will slap me," Kian says and look at Trevor.

"If you were single, I'd make you mine right here, right now," Sam winks at me. Trevor slaps him and he raises his hands in surrender. 

"I'm going to change," I say. I walk back into the dressing room and close the curtain once again. I change back into my normal clothes and I walk back out again. Trevor takes the clothes out of my hands and walks away with them.

He comes back with a bag. He hands to me and I look inside. He bought the outfit for me.

"Why did you buy it?" I ask.

"I could see by the way you looked at it in the window that you wanted it and when you tried it on, I had to stop myself from getting out of control," he says and I blush.

We walk out of the store and start walking around.

"Lowri!" I hear a voice exclaim. I look over to see Taylor.

"Taylor!" I exclaim. I run over and jump into his arms. He wraps his arms around me. "What are you doing here?" I ask.

"I came here to visit you. I went to your house but Joey said you weren't home so I came here," he says. Trevor walks over and glares at Taylor.

"What are you doing here?" Trevor asks Taylor.

"I came to visit my sister. I hope you're treating her right," he says with a smile. He's really changed a lot since the whole kidnapping incident.

"Yeah, cause you never did," Trevor mumbles.

"What did you say?" Taylor asks.

"Oh come on Taylor, we all now you let your friends rape her and beat the shit out of her for three years, not to mention you're reason that she started cutting again," Trevor says a little louder.

"I'm not proud of that, I've changed since then and I'm ready to be the brother that Lowri wants me to be," Taylor says while smiling at me.

"Don't lie Taylor, I know you haven't changed, no one as sick as you can change," Trevor argues. Taylor looks offended.

"How would you know? You've never been in my situation before, unless you have I mean, I could totally believe that your parents never loved you, why would they?" Taylor asks. Trevor punches Taylor and he falls to the floor. I gasp and try to pull him off of Taylor but he pushes me away from him. I fall back on the floor and I am in shock with what happens next. 

Trevor just starts beating Taylor none stop, and Taylor doesn't even have time to fight back because Trevor's punches come too fast for him. After a while there is blood everywhere and Taylor is lying on the floor, motionless. I run over to him and push Trevor off of him. I put my ear to his heart and hear that his heart isn't beating.

"HE'S NOT BREATHING! HE'S NOT BREATHING! SOMEBODY HELP HIM! PLEASE!" I scream. Ricky phones an ambulance and Connor is giving him CPR.

I stand up and start to walk, but fall to the floor because I'm crying so much. Trevor walks over and places a hand on my shoulder, but I flinch away from him and start moving away from him.

"Lowri  please-"

"Don't come any c-closer, d-don't come near m-me!" I yell while stuttering. He looks hurt and guilty. The ambulance has been here and trying to bring Taylor back to life for ten minutes now. I get up and walk  over to Connor, he pulls me into a hug and keeps me in his arms.

"He's dead, there's nothing else we can do, I'm so sorry," one of the paramedics say. My eyes widen and I start crying even more. I run over to his body, through the workers who were surrounding him, and hug him.

"NO YOU CAN'T DIE, NOT LIKE THIS TAYLOR! DO YOU HEAR ME? You can't die like this, you don't deserve this!" I cry as I hold onto his body. I feel a hand on my shoulder. I look up and see Ricky.

"Lowri, he's gone, I'm sorry," he says sympathetically.

"I know," I whisper. I get up and hug him.

**PRESENT TIME**

"I'm so sorry you had to watch that Miss Graceffa, thank you for sharing the story with us," the officer says.

I get up and walk outside. I see Joey waiting by the desk. I run over and hug him as I start to cry again.

I've just lost someone that I love. Because of Trevor. I can never forgive him. Not after this.

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Well, okay then. This chapter brings back so many memories, except my brother died in a car accident and I was in a coma for two days. But anyway, what did you think? Did you cry? Because I did.

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