Hearts in conflict

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Heer's Pov

Its been 6  months.. 6 months since he left .. and 3 months since his call for calling off our engagement..

I don't know which reason he gave but it happened.. the engagement was called off

and since then its a bit hazy in our house.. Maithili maa do not laugh as usual.. the effect of the absence of her son can be seen on her face ..  Akshay papa is busting the gut.. working recklessly for two reasons

1. Anhad Malhotra did set the bar high .. so to match that.

2. To not remember his stupidito son.

Its now a mess in everyone's life... my mom was left shattered when Akshay papa and Maithili maa told her about Anhad's phone call and denial.. I don't know what talks happened between them but since then its like black and white in our lives..

now.. about my feelings for Anhad then I know you'll hate me for saying this but I realised it that I love him.. in these 6 months.. I don't know why how his presence matters so much to me

thik hai na der aaye durust aaye

but you didnt came up "durust"-shut up

as my subconscious mind mocked me I shut it off.

I gave him numerous of calls, emails,messages, sms but the messages and sms didn't reach and calls went unreachable or unanswered.

it continued and still is continuing I message him Daily just to get the same response

Today I was getting ready to go to Saanjh.

the malhotra's and arora's corporation

they are two seher and saanjh.

Today I have to go to saanjh to review a wedding lehnga of the client.  

During these 6 months no one asked me to see rishtas for wedding ..

kya ghutti pilayi hai iss Anhad ne sbko waheguru.. 

 or ye ki hai? waheguru , jadon mainu nahin pata si ki main us noon pyar kardi han, tan us noon propose krwa ditta hor ab  hun jadon mainu noon ahisas ho giya hai, tan usane mainu reject kar  ditta hai ... not fair Waheguru not fair.

with this thought I move to dining table .. all was there except one.. and I couldn't help but feel a pang to know that the reason is me ..I feel like crying.. I already feel a bad day ahead.

oh tan me suiya suiya si suiya suiya si ab to lagi hai chubhne- here comes this bitch .shut up

I was about to sit near Avyaansh bhai when I heard the voice of the door opening and a squeal coming out of Maithili maa's mouth in a flash of light.

I too turned to the door to see Anhad standing .. A wide smile automatically came onto my mouth but it got vanished too seeing a girl coming from his side..she looks indian 

but wasn't he in london?

what the hell am I thinking.. shut up Heeri.. I got up and move to the door where all the family gathered and circle Anhad .. He can't see me with the crowd but I can and also hear.

"Anhad ae soni si kudi kon h?"

Maithili mumma asked

mummaaaaa not fair 

I whined internally at the praise this unknown girl is getting..

I am hating her already 

"Mom ye krutika hai.. krutika rajsinghania.. hamare bohot ache client or meri kaafi achi dost.."