"CHAPTER 4" suicide?

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More tears fell from my eyes. I looked at him in disbelief. I was heartbroken hearing him. I didn't expect this from him. Knowing well he's cold,rude but I never knew he's heartless too.

I look down and closed my eyes while shooking my head. I look at my mother and saw her looking at me with tears, I know she's hurt too. But my father? He was standing there without any regret,like he was waiting for this moment to say these hurtful things to me.

I chuckled sadly and more tears fell and I wiped them harshly.

"I never knew my dad was this much fed up of me. I was a fool to believe that my father love me but thankyou for opening my eyes,dad. thankyou so much."

I looked at him while saying this and still he had no regrets for what he said.

I sigh and ran to my room and locked it.

I cried out silently not wanting them to know it

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I cried out silently not wanting them to know it. Even if they know, they'll not care.

"Am I that bad papa??"

"Im sorry for being a bad daughter."

"Sorry for being a disappointment."

"Sorry f.. for being useless."

I hiccup.

"S..sorry for being 'alive'."

My heart clenched but still I continued.

" It wo...would have been bet...better if...I..I..should have d.. died t..that d..day."

I said with trembling lips and shaky body. My eyes were red, swollen. Heart was twisting with each word I was saying,mind was messed up. Everything was upside down in a sec. It was still hard for me to process what happened.

But..........she realised what she said and looked here and there finding something. Finally founding that particular thing she placed it inbetween her hand and arm, or can say on wrist. She closed her eyes, tears fell like waterfall.

And it was a blade.

"Now the world will be at peace."

She whispered chuckling sadly and was about to cut it but............

Something distracted her and she looked towards it.

It was her phone ringing indicating a call.

"Again someone interrupted me."

She whispered to herself and took her phone with shaky hands.

She saw the caller id 'amu'(Amaya) and picked it.

"Yahhhh!!! Where are youu???"

She wiped her tears and took a deep breath as her body was shaking.

"M...me? W..why you asking?"

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