I place my phone down and I smile but. It hits me, I've just set up a date with brad. HOLY SHIT. I have a date with Bradley. This weekend I would go on an actually date with Brad. Should I be exited or nervous?
I've been in a relationship before, but not with a boy... what do I do? You know what I'll just go with the flow, I'll learn on the way for now I have to prepare.
I'm snapped out of my thoughts with the yell of my name,
"Max! Dude, you okay? You zoned out" Bobby says as I look at him
"Yeah, yeah I'm good, just got lost in thought" I reply
"You sure max? You've been on your phone for a while and then you suddenly zone out? Is everything okay" Pj asks
Pj has always been more aware than Bobby but luckily he doesn't dig into stuff as much,
"Yeah I'm good" obviously I lying because I'm bloody panicking o the inside but it's nothing for them to worry about
After that they leave it be and continue there conversation before and I go back to my thoughts, when it hits me. Shit, I'm going to need to hide my scars and since there fresh I'll need to make sure whatever we do it doesn't involve using my arms. Just so I can avoid him noticing...
I know he wouldn't hate me for it and he'd be willing to sit down and talk about it but I can't help but fear a part of him will be disgusting or disappointed. And anyways I don't want to worry him I don't want to worry anyone...
Anyways back to the date planning, should I wear what I normally wear or dress up a bit? Would Brad like it if I dressed up? I don't know... damn this is hard... I'll just wear what I normally wear.
The rest of the week goes by quicker than I had thought and it's Friday afternoon I'm setting up some final plans and ideas before the date which is due at 10 the next day I send Brad a quick 'goodnight' text before settling down for the night I'm still nervous bit I'm more exited than I had thought.
(It's currently midnight and I'm tired but I wanted to post something so here is this small chapter)
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Max Dose What? (maxley)
FanfictionBradley discovers a deep secret max has been hiding (cover not mine) Might be some grammar mistakes I not the best a writing I also made this up as I went I wanted to write some max angst Edit: there might be some swearing in some parts and maybe I...
