Max Dose What? (maxley)

#2 Max pov~♡

After Bradley had had calmed me down we headed to the skate park, it was humiliating to have had him see me in such a venerable state. Part of me thought he would use it against me but he didn't and that surprised me. I had been struggling with my mental health for as long as I can remember I always struggled to express myself. I could never tell my dad I can only imagine how'd he react...

"Your very quiet there, anything on your mind?" I hear Bradley ask I lift my head to see he's looking at me with pure concern

"Why are you being so nice to me all of a sudden" I ask genuinely wondering why he had a change of heart

"Because I care about you, is it really that hard to believe?" He says while looking away I can see a hint of blush, which I can't help but find cute

"Yeah, sorry didn't really strike you as the feeling type" I say whilst looking down "you haven't been the nices person to me since I arrived"

"Sorry about that" he apologised I didn't think he would ever do that "the truth is ever since I sore you skating I was drawn to you j wanted to get closer to you, but then you declined my offer to join the gammas. And well that hurt something inside of me that was the first time anyone had turned an offer from me down" he continues explaining

"Well you did say that my friends couldn't join, Bobby and Pj are my best friends and are like family to me I Don't do anything with out them" I say finally looking back at him

"I understand and thats valid I understand I was an asshole I get it but you can't blame me for being drawn to you, and only you" he says with a smile

Something about that smile makes my heart flutter, what's happening to me? Ever since that kiss in the bathroom everything he does just seems so attractive... am I.. falling for him? Have I always felt like this? I knew I was bisexual but I didn't think a guy like Bradley would have ever been my type. I remember this kiss and how good it felt I wanted another one the thought made me blush and I look away from him, he's still holding my hand.

"Hey look at that, we're at the skate park why don't we go skate" i say desperately trying to change the subject

He chuckles and nods "okay lets go skate" something about his chuckle makes my heart skip a beat, I wanted to hear it again. He lets go of my hand and I feel disappointed.

What's happening to me have i truly fallen for the man i hated most? And did I ever actually hate him this is all so confusing I need to get my thoughts straight. But right now I really wanted to skate, I grabbed my board and ran over to him I'll sort my thoughts out another time.