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What I kept telling myself
to stop coveting you this much
is that I don't deserve you

I don't deserve your glow,
the happiness you can offer,
or your love

I don't deserve
your kind smiles, warm hugs,
and your entire existence

Sometimes, I tell myself "I don't deserve him"
but oftentimes, I whisper to the wind
that you don't deserve me, too

You don't deserve this mess
that I'll be bringing into your life
or these scars that'll never disappear

And to be able to genuinely let you go,
I told myself that
you deserve so much more than just me





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