A message to my past,a letter to my future

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Stuck in a year that most people hate,
Hating the year when we finally met,
Hating on you, but it's all fake,
I'm a year ahead while writing this, yet

Wishing I could call up my old self,
Tell her to do what suits her, and that she shouldn't care,
Cuz that friend who approves her behavior,
Won't be there in the future, she'll be left with nothing to share

She's gonna lose all of them, but fortunately,
She'll be happy, finally free from the pain,
Never thought I was devolving, but it's just me,
Myself, and my emotions, trying to break free

Your emotions are bad, but they are valid,
Your life ain't sad, but you're not over it,
Smile the same, but this time it's real,
Yes, it happened, you're finally okay, and that's all that matters

To the girl I'll be in the future,
Hey, I hope you're over it,
Time passed away too much, but please respond to this,
And know that you're stronger, and that you've made it through the storm.

(Wrote this when I was 14fyi)

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⏰ Last updated: Sep 08, 2024 ⏰

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